wierded out that one of his friends followed me.I am really not sure
why!Is it due to my following spree of ny/is it for him?can't
reciprocate!
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Friday, March 15, 2013
part time and physician DON'T go well together
I am inclined to write a very REPRIMANDING anger filled blog about the
UNACCEPTABILITY of female physicians working partime
UNACCEPTABILITY of female physicians working partime
Thursday, March 14, 2013
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
manual RT twitter
There was a time on @twitter, way back, when all of us used to
MANUALLY TYPE out an RT, before retweeting someone else.CUTE!
MANUALLY TYPE out an RT, before retweeting someone else.CUTE!
free time mania
Each single time I get a 15 min break,I run to the
computer,then,RAPIDLY type out every single tweet in my head.EMPTY it
all rapidly!
computer,then,RAPIDLY type out every single tweet in my head.EMPTY it
all rapidly!
disappoint
Some people DISAPPOINT me and sometimes even surprise and shock me
with their self absorbed petty thougths and behavior!
with their self absorbed petty thougths and behavior!
bigger pic
Getting caught up in the petty gnitty gritties of life,Self absorbed
tunnel vision is a gross inability to see the BIGGER PICTURE of life!
tunnel vision is a gross inability to see the BIGGER PICTURE of life!
self serving
Some people are so SELF-absorbed,and self serving that they won't lift
a little finger unless it directly benefits them monetarily/sexually!
a little finger unless it directly benefits them monetarily/sexually!
confident mediocrity!
It takes an immense amount of ignorance and lack of exposure to be
superconfident of oneself in the event of extreme personal mediocrity!
superconfident of oneself in the event of extreme personal mediocrity!
California candy?
Idiot woman presenting not only herself but ALL california girls as
CANDY classifies as OBJECTIFICATION/COMMODIFICATION of women!
CANDY classifies as OBJECTIFICATION/COMMODIFICATION of women!
Eat,shit,eat,shit,die
life chronology that reads
BORN>EAT>SHIT>PROCREATE>EAT>SHIT>DIE,screams NET RESULT=ZERO!
BORN>EAT>SHIT>PROCREATE>EAT>SHIT>DIE,screams NET RESULT=ZERO!
no ulterior motive
I have no ulterior motive when I ask people to write a MEAGRE ten
lines reviewing my poetry.Their review will help me know them better!
lines reviewing my poetry.Their review will help me know them better!
ad-free thought-full blog
I have an AD-free blog.My blogs are all about thoughts.The only reason
I want friends to review my poetry is to set discussions in motion!
I want friends to review my poetry is to set discussions in motion!
discussions with friends
I gain nothing monetarily/otherwise from begging people to participate
in POETRY appreciation.I just like discussions with friends.is all!
in POETRY appreciation.I just like discussions with friends.is all!
poetry lifestyle
I work 80 hrs/wk and if I can make time to read/write poetry,I am sure
everyone else can too.If you can't then,Time to reconsider lifestyle!
everyone else can too.If you can't then,Time to reconsider lifestyle!
howly rolly
Once I started rolling on the floor laughing out loud, there is just
no stopping me now, is there?I just literally howl,rolling around!
no stopping me now, is there?I just literally howl,rolling around!
momentary stethescope moment
Yesterday while cleaning, I found my old stethescopes-one black,one
grey.I stopped in the middle of it all, to auscultate myself! :)
grey.I stopped in the middle of it all, to auscultate myself! :)
defining mr.u's entourage!
When I say Mr.U's ENTOURAGE,I mean the Jobless FAN-GIRL club of women
who just keep gossiping about him.Nothing else to do?
who just keep gossiping about him.Nothing else to do?
keeping tabs
sneaky bast*rds who continue to constantly keep tabs on you while
outwardly PRETENDING to not want to talk to you!DECEPTIVE!
outwardly PRETENDING to not want to talk to you!DECEPTIVE!
handwriting and keyboard writing
All of us are doing a lot more keyboard writing than actual
handwriting these days.I think we must all still exercise fingers and
HAND-write!
handwriting these days.I think we must all still exercise fingers and
HAND-write!
sexual provocation!
I could sexually provoke you ,but the question is, do I really WANT TO DO THAT?
Poetry appreciation focus group
I took pains to choose the right kind of people to be included in the
POETRY APPRECIATION focus group.So,peeps,review poem already!
POETRY APPRECIATION focus group.So,peeps,review poem already!
Monday, March 11, 2013
cauli ear
The ear pinna cartilage has its blood supply solely from the skin that
covers it.Which is why,cauliflower ear is my latest health worry!
covers it.Which is why,cauliflower ear is my latest health worry!
postures!
See, I am 5'7" bordering on 5'8" .so,is it so wrong to want my sexual
partner to be taller than me? the height helps in certain postures!
partner to be taller than me? the height helps in certain postures!
eyes,ears,hands and back
For a surgeon, hands are important.A strong back is important too.Good
sharp eyes are too.We need good ears for the stethescope!
sharp eyes are too.We need good ears for the stethescope!
cauliflower ear?
Currently spending a week of worrying about my ear.and my general
health.I hate worrying or needing to worry about my health!
health.I hate worrying or needing to worry about my health!
residual feeling
The one residual feeling that crops up each time I think of mr.green
is that of violation and immense heartache.then tears roll!
is that of violation and immense heartache.then tears roll!
goh
One lyricist,musician and human being I really respect is @gohnakamura
. Just the right kind of sensible and sensitive.HUGS ,dude!
. Just the right kind of sensible and sensitive.HUGS ,dude!
Old elvis marrying little girl
wow,elvis dated a 14 year old girl when he was thirty?then,married her
at sixteen.then got her pregnant .geezus beezus creepy
at sixteen.then got her pregnant .geezus beezus creepy
Apologies
Big apologies to everyone who already posted their ten line review on
the blog and the comment GOT SWALLOWED BY BLOGGER!
the blog and the comment GOT SWALLOWED BY BLOGGER!
everyouth elvis!
wow.Elvis is older than my dad.wow.TV and video immortalizes the youth
of public personalities,no?I mean,I have a crush on elvis.
of public personalities,no?I mean,I have a crush on elvis.
Peanut butter puff pastry
Sunday, March 10, 2013
open review invite
http://t.co/A0SlGYJ1WU Read,then @reply or blog comment with a 10 line
review on content,ideas,storyline,imagery and style.
review on content,ideas,storyline,imagery and style.
Financial status,Intellectual status
I DON'T care about the financial status of the person I interact
with..but I AM HIGHLY interested in knowing the intellectual status of
the person I interact with.
If you are ignorant and also> UNWILLING to learn,then,I WILL SHUT YOU
OUT..completely!
with..but I AM HIGHLY interested in knowing the intellectual status of
the person I interact with.
If you are ignorant and also> UNWILLING to learn,then,I WILL SHUT YOU
OUT..completely!
honesty and soul
I have realized that being outrightly outspoken and being UTTERLY
honest while doing so is the only way I can protect the purity of my
soul!
honest while doing so is the only way I can protect the purity of my
soul!
Chocolate overtones to my coffee aroma
Maybe it is the delicate brewing method I employ or maybe it is the
coffee variety,but the whole room reverbates in chocolate overtones
over the enticing coffee aroma-each single day-makes me very pleased
each day!
coffee variety,but the whole room reverbates in chocolate overtones
over the enticing coffee aroma-each single day-makes me very pleased
each day!
tweeting on my blog
I feel FREE to tweet on my blog rather on twitter.ThIS way i don't
need to please the TWEET followers who expect me to say things that
please their conscience.I CAN'T LIE FOR YOU !
need to please the TWEET followers who expect me to say things that
please their conscience.I CAN'T LIE FOR YOU !
women cooks and men astronauts?
Claiming that all women like to and must only cook,clean and wipe baby
butts is like saying that all men like to be astronauts!NOPE
butts is like saying that all men like to be astronauts!NOPE
Incense sticks and Carbon mono-oxide
Why would anyone burn incense sticks and fill the room with smoke and
carbonmonooxide.Open the windows and attain zen.
carbonmonooxide.Open the windows and attain zen.
fab pineapple cake
I made the pineapple upside down cake-the best and fluffiest cake in
years,perfect sugar,and filling and fluffy,PERFECT!goldstar to me
years,perfect sugar,and filling and fluffy,PERFECT!goldstar to me
Saturday, March 9, 2013
Thursday, March 7, 2013
looong
My LOOONG poem explores our immediate perception of poetry,our
thoughts thereof,how we recall later,how new ideas sprout!
thoughts thereof,how we recall later,how new ideas sprout!
re-read,revisit,rethink
http://t.co/A0SlGYJ1WU All invitees,the poem is LONG for a reason.FEEL
free to COME BACK and re-read and leave new comments.
free to COME BACK and re-read and leave new comments.
large comments
All invitees to the POETRY appreciation group.the POEM is long for a
reason.please feel free to leave LARGE comments
reason.please feel free to leave LARGE comments
My documentary making style
The problem with my documentary making style is,I want to do it all by
myself-the camera,the editing,the marketing,everything.geez!
myself-the camera,the editing,the marketing,everything.geez!
discussions
I am seeking to discuss
love,lust,psychology,sociology,friendship,poetry,imagery with the
poetry appreciation focus group!
love,lust,psychology,sociology,friendship,poetry,imagery with the
poetry appreciation focus group!
OPEN INVITE
http://t.co/A0SlGYJ1WU Any friends I have accidentally missed out in
my invite.FEEL FREE,read,comment.ALWAYS WELCOME
my invite.FEEL FREE,read,comment.ALWAYS WELCOME
poetry discussions
Every person I invited to be part of the poetry appreciation and
discussion focus group is invited for well thought out reasons,k?
discussion focus group is invited for well thought out reasons,k?
a poem with a reason
http://t.co/A0SlGYJ1WU poem is abt a lot of things.I wrote it
deliberately that way.Each time you re-read it,U notice something new!
Anyone else not part of the basic focus group, who reads it, IS MORE
THAN WELCOME to analyze,discuss,post comments or leave @reply for me
on twitter.
DISCUSSIONS ALWAYS WELCOME!
deliberately that way.Each time you re-read it,U notice something new!
Anyone else not part of the basic focus group, who reads it, IS MORE
THAN WELCOME to analyze,discuss,post comments or leave @reply for me
on twitter.
DISCUSSIONS ALWAYS WELCOME!
Delegate and discuss
http://t.co/A0SlGYJ1WU All invitees to the long poem are PART OF A
FOCUS GROUP, that will delegate and comment,k?DISCUSS!
FOCUS GROUP, that will delegate and comment,k?DISCUSS!
Bad croissants in this city
100% of the bakers in the city that I currently live in make BAD BAD
croissants.They don't how to make it.frauds!:((
croissants.They don't how to make it.frauds!:((
FRAGRANT PINEAPPLE CALLING!
There is one fragrant pineapple sitting in my refrigerator.Gonna make
a fruit salad and a pineapple upside down cake soon #food_diary
a fruit salad and a pineapple upside down cake soon #food_diary
rain
I really like it when it rains.Makes me immensely happy, extremely
hopeful and I love the cool breezes.I love RAIN!
hopeful and I love the cool breezes.I love RAIN!
Filthy bathtubs and Filthy public baths
http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/2013/02/filthy-bathtubs-and-filthy-public-baths.html
Filthy bathtubs and Filthy public baths-How a standing bath scores
over a shower and a soaking bath.Also a note on RIVER POLLUTION!
tAGS:#bathtub,
#river_bathing,
#the_right_way_to_take_a_shower,
#Standing_bath,
#shower,
#water_conversvation,
#yeast_infection,
#vaginal_infection,
#urinary_tract_infection,
#public_bath,
#japan,
#hamam,
#middle_eastern_public_bath,
#turkish_bath,
#filthy,
#river_pollution,
#holy_rivers
Filthy bathtubs and Filthy public baths-How a standing bath scores
over a shower and a soaking bath.Also a note on RIVER POLLUTION!
tAGS:#bathtub,
#river_bathing,
#the_right_way_to_take_a_shower,
#Standing_bath,
#shower,
#water_conversvation,
#yeast_infection,
#vaginal_infection,
#urinary_tract_infection,
#public_bath,
#japan,
#hamam,
#middle_eastern_public_bath,
#turkish_bath,
#filthy,
#river_pollution,
#holy_rivers
A fleeting love in what?poetry link
http://poetry-and-poise.blogspot.com/2013/03/a-fleeting-love-in-february.html
THE LONGEST POEM I have written so far! take
time,read!..........................
A fleeting love in february !
Tags:love,Mr_T,love_songs,lotus,gifts,soul_songs,residual,unrequited,unsung_songs,well,swimming_in_a_well,reaching_out,letting_go,love_that_is_not_meant_to_be,
THE LONGEST POEM I have written so far! take
time,read!..........................
A fleeting love in february !
Tags:love,Mr_T,love_songs,lotus,gifts,soul_songs,residual,unrequited,unsung_songs,well,swimming_in_a_well,reaching_out,letting_go,love_that_is_not_meant_to_be,
HOW TO COOK WITH AUBERGINE-Nutrition information and cooking methods
http://the-ultimate-vegetarian-cookblog.blogspot.com/2013/02/how-to-cook-with-aubergine-nutrition.html
HOW TO COOK WITH AUBERGINE-Nutrition information and cooking methods
tAGS: #aubergine , #brinjal , #eggplant , #nutrition_info ,
#vegetables , #cooking_methods
HOW TO COOK WITH AUBERGINE-Nutrition information and cooking methods
tAGS: #aubergine , #brinjal , #eggplant , #nutrition_info ,
#vegetables , #cooking_methods
LECINQBLOG'S POST SWIMMING SNACKS -SOY and GREEN CHILLI SAUCED BOILED CHICKEN EGGS
http://the-ultimate-vegetarian-cookblog.blogspot.com/2013/03/soy-and-green-chilli-sauced-boiled.html
LECINQBLOG'S POST SWIMMING SNACKS SOY and GREEN CHILLI SAUCED BOILED
CHICKEN EGGS
Tags: #ovolactovegetarian , #eggs, #snacks , #post_swimming_snacks ,
#quick_snacks , #SOY_sauce , #chinese_chilli_sauce
LECINQBLOG'S POST SWIMMING SNACKS SOY and GREEN CHILLI SAUCED BOILED
CHICKEN EGGS
Tags: #ovolactovegetarian , #eggs, #snacks , #post_swimming_snacks ,
#quick_snacks , #SOY_sauce , #chinese_chilli_sauce
A fleeting love in february !
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Poem written by Dr.A.R aka Lecinqblog.
This is copyrighted material,
PLEASE DO NOT REPRODUCE OR USE without prior written permission from A.R
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Just before I go to sleep,
Just like that,
I learn to sexually respond in my mind to a new man.
Another man,
Even older,
than the previous one,
the previous one?
I rebuked for being too old,
for me to pursue!
This new one ?
comparitively anciently older,
and yet !
The mental orgasm ;
That the old monster was able to give me,
I am able to experience it anew,
With a newer man,
A newer but more ancient man.
This february night,
in the month of valentine,
Just before I go to sleep,
For a few minutes,
I imagine myself looking into this man's deep emotionally loaded eyes,
too much emotion in him,
it is always that way as I notice,
too many times i have seem him start talking about something from the past,
Very dear to his heart,
And he almost starts to well up in tears,
I think that it is this side of his,
the childlike emotional side of an old man,
not ashamed to go there to places in his mind,
places that cause him to want to cry,
but he stops short of actually crying each time.
I think it is "pity love" yet again,
why is it always that ,with me,
pity evokes far more love in me for people,
then , then,
the "pity love" transforms into a motherly "taking in",
like you take a crying child to your bosom,
"taking in" of his soul into mine,
our souls color each other,
And soon the unconditionality of takin in someone and their soul,
allows me to sexually react to them,
but only,but only
if the time and person is appealing to me in other ways too.
So, now,
on a february night,
the month of valentine,
just before I go to sleep,
All i can think of ,
is him.
His stories,
His emotion filled stories,
His juvenile body language when he is all of 48,
His broad face,
a face that immediately reflects what he feels.
He is not afraid to show on his face exactly how he feels,
His playfulness,
how good he wears those shirts,
men who look good in dress shirts have always caught my sexual eye.no?
His skin that tans ever so easily,
making it go clayily bronze after days of sun,
strangely and newly I realize,
I am attracted to his bronze hue.
The square jaw,
The strong jaw,
the way he pops things into his mouth and
noisily bites into them,
the strong jaw.
I mutter under my breath,
The way he wields things with his left hand,
something so sexy about deft lefthanded men,no?
(of which too many are around me these days,)
(too many left handed old men around me !)
And then, for some reason,
I keep muttering under my breath,
"But he is so handsome,oh, but he is so handsome"
I repeat that over and over,
under my breath,
every single time I see him.
"aww,truly,how can he be so handsome?"
over and over,
as if in wonderment,
that I actually find him handsome.
I stare at him closer,
to find out why I find him so handsome.
I stare somemore ,
just to verify if i really find him handsome.
Am I talking myself into it?
I stare some more each time,
just to make sure this is a spontaneous thing,
this attraction i feel for a face and a person.
I suspect the attraction is for the persona,
so I squint and stare some more,
to see if he is really handsome,
or am I talking myself into this?
I mutter under my breath yet again,
"oh,but why do I find him so handsome?"
This night,
finally,
on this night of february,
the month of valentine,
it happened,
the mental orgasm.
Just as I get ready to sleep,
all tucked up in the buff ,
under my comfy blanket,
in the dark,
I look up at the ceiling and all I can utter is,
"oh, but why so much emotion..why, come here"
I am only imagining all this,
yet it feels real,
much like telepathic love,which is true,
but I seldom imagine such stuff in a sexual manner,
it has to happen spontaneously,out of the blue,
very rarely does it cross over,
from the "reaching-out" to a person ,
to,getting all sexual about it in my head.
So,in february,
the month of valentine,
As I lay down,
I ask him,in my imagination,
as I imagine, he is right there on the bed with me,
and I ask him to be over me
and then I look into his eyes,
as he is heavy on me,
"but why my dear, why so much emotion, why?"
I know I am crossing the pity-love-threshold ,when ,
I start using phrases like "come here" in scenarios.
A simple moment,
a moment in my mind,
but an orgasmic effect on my brain and body,
and then,
the sexual relief from the mind to the body,
Allows me to sleep deep that night.
The next day,
yet another day in february,
the month of valentine,
a whole day of actually saying niblets of my thoughts to him.
I do so ,
because I want to empty my thoughts of him.
I tell him things,
so that I can purge all thoughts of him.
I tell him things in succession,
all eager to empty my mind,
I tell him all this,
barely expecting him to respond,
I don't want him to respond.
I say things in quick succession
I don't want to give him time to respond,
I want to say and bolt before he can react,
I just want to empty my mind,
I want to tell him what I think of him,
then move on.
So,I tell him things,
and then run away before he can react.
I half expect him NOT to pay attention,
I fully hope he doesn't react,
I just want to say and run away,
I DON'T want us to get involved,
but yet ,I want to say my mind,
so ,I say them,like a bravado youngin.
I say and say,
then I run away,
and then,
as night arrives,
weary body lies down to sleep,
in all its nakedness under a cool blanket.
And yet another night of february,
the month of valentine,
I get ready to go to sleep,
Partly playing out all the lines I had told him that day,
well thought out honest lines,
lines that were meant to unburden my soul,
I feel bad that I feel so much for yet another OLD man.
So,before I go off to sleep,
on yet another night of february,
the month of valentine,
I mutter under my breath,
in the dark,
under the blanket,
"I MUST STAY AWAY,I MUST VOLUNTARILY withdraw from this"
This is like an ultimatum I give myself,
I make a FIRM mental note to myself,
I say this to protect myself from yet another old man,
I need a young man,
I don't need an old man,
I am too young to be with an old man.
I mutter under my breath,
"I must nip this in the bud !".
Then I mutter some more
"Stop this before it goes too far"
Then some more,
"You are the one who will lose out again"
"Don't pursue this!"
"stop!"
"stop before you pursue this!".
Then I know,
I AM DEEP INTO THIS,
emotionally and mentally,
sexually more so than anything,
but sexual is nothing but emotional and mental put together.
Even before it begins,
I know,
I must get out before it gets deeper,
any deeper.
So,this night in february,
the month of valentine,
I turn over my bed,
to lay on my side
and stare at the wall and
mutter under my breath,
"You must learn to protect yourself"
"Protect yourself BEFORE the damage happens"
"I must withdraw!"
and then I go to sleep.
The next day morning,
I am surprised to find a note from him,
shucks!
I DIDN'T want him to respond,
I didn't
oh no,
on no,
"oh my gosh, he is getting into the well too!".
The cool waters of the well,
that I inadvertantly got into,
the waters that I wanted to wade for a wee bit in,alone.
I wanted to do so alone ,
And then get out of the well,
oh no,
Why did he get into the well as well?
Severe panic,
because I was there in the well,
already swimming alone in the cool dark waters,
alone and swimming in the well I was,
singing praises of him from my soul,
and then he hears my songs.
He has sharp ears,
eager sharp ears looking to hear solemn songs,
so he notices and hears,
he peeps into the well.
What he sees is a pretty maiden,
"Strong eloquent maiden this one,swimming in a well?"he thinks.
"singing all but songs about me?" he asks,
Then, just like that,with ease,
he gets into the well too.
and then he just jumps into the well too?
oh,but why?
I dread,
because this a well,
it is cool and calm,
but yet,it is dark and deep,
and there is no going anywhere from here.
It is a well,
it is not a river or ocean,
it is a well,
quickly but surely,
one of us needs to get out.
This is what I wanted to withdraw from.
So, I swim uncomfortably while he is also in the well,
the loud free songs I was singing before,
they now trail away.
I stop short to think to myself,
"what do I do?"
"do i abruptly get out?"
"should I just swim with him here for a bit?"
But,this is a well,
this is not a river,
Rivers go to the sea,
wells go nowhere!
There is no going anywhere with this.
Then,out of an impuslive whim,
I decide,
I decide to continue,
to sing out all the songs I wrote for him,
empty my songs into the well while I am still here.
I decide I will empty myself completely,
before I get out of this well.
So,I sing yet another song,
he listens intently,
yet another song,
he listens intently some more,
We never talk,
I sing, he listens.
Then suddenly,
I feel the need to explain to him why I sing this way.
This sudden explanation causes him to react strangely!
A strange reaction that.
Maybe he didn't expect me to explain?
Maybe he didn't want me to explain?
Maybe he wanted me to just sing.
The strange reaction causes me to stop singing anymore,
I still had a few songs left in me for him.
I wanted to sing out all of them before I left,
but his strange reaction stifled my songs.
Now,there are a few songs left residually in my soul,
and I don't like that!
I don't like residues!
His strange reaction surprised me,
It opened up a self-doubtful-part of his heart to me.
Projection never appeals to me,does it?
So, I am baffled by his strange reaction.
So,suddenly,I am hurt and stifled,
I doubt,
I stop singing,
I get out of the well for a bit.
I sit at the bankment of the well,
deep in contemplation.
He is still in the water,
I wonder why.
I don't notice him much anymore,
it is getting darker,
no real saying if anyone is in the water or not.
I sit at the bankment for a bit,
then I walk around,
doing chores,
thinking and rethinking my songs.
Oh but,
maybe my songs are all stupid,
maybe I imposed myself too much,
no more songs,
no more songs.
But,I,
but, I
but,
no tears yet.
He clearly felt imposed upon,
okay,no more songs,
no more songs for him,
no more.
Yet another night in february,
the month of valentine,
I get off to a fitful sleep,
dark soul in darkness,
silence and sadness.
I wake up the next day,
I run to the well,
too dark in the dawn to see,
looks like no one is there in the water.
I decide to get once more into the water,
one last time,
to leave a parting note for him,
a tiny little lotus flower,
a goodbye present.
I leave a note, no songs this time,
just a note,
saying I won't sing any more songs,
the parting gift of a lotus.
Then I leave,
I am not sure,
I walk back in self doubt,
it was dawn in the dark,
what if he was still in the water,
wanting to swim,
swim with me.
I left in the dark of dawn,
not wanting to return to that well again,
not wanting to sing any more songs,
no more songs for him.
Burdened by some residual songs ,
that were left unsung,
I have a heavy heart.
No tears yet,
yet another february evening,
the month of valentine,
fitful sleep,
no tears yet.
I mutter under my breath,
"I should not have imposed to BOLDLY"
I mutter somemore,
"I read signals all wrong"
"I impose myself on others,"
"Me and my stupid need to sing soul songs"
Yet another february night,
the month of valentine,
I drift into extremely fitful sleep.
Next day comes,
I don't even go to the well,
Then,by afternoon,
too burdened by my unsung songs,
I go to the well.
I am taken by surprise to find something there,
to see,
another colored lotus,
waiting for me?
"He left a lotus for me?"
I see a strange shadow of a man,
over at the distant other edge of the embankment,
stretching out his hand ,
to what seems like a reflection.
He doesn't realize there is no one else inside the well,
I was not in the water,
but he thinks the reflection is me in person,
so he stretches out his hand,
to my reflection in the water.
While in that very minute,
in that very minute,
when I am admiring the lotus he left for me,
he is stretching out his hand to my reflection in the water.
He probably had been waiting for hours since dawn,
And while in the afternoon,
just as I arrive at the well,
admiring the lotus,
he had already waited for hours by then.
Just as I realize what has happened at the well,
in those few hours of my absence from it,
I am slightly reluctant to get right into the water,
but his lotus present for me,
it makes me burst into tears,
aaaah,tears,
tears finally!
And,I am still reluctant,
to get into the water,
I CAN'T join him,
This will get far too deeper for me to handle.
If we openly join hands this way ,
people will see,
I can't do this,
I can't do this with him,
the old man.
I can't get into this water,
I can't.
While I am struggling to decide,
his outstretched hand aches in anticipation.
yet,
I can't decide.
This is far too tough for me,
The decision is very dilemma-inducing,
some tears,then silence,
Mind is racing,
but he is waiting with an outsretched hand,
yet,and still!
Can't let a courageous man alone and waiting,
in the waters of the well,
The well that I beckoned him into with my songs.
yet,can't decide.
My songs were innocent and un-scheming,
I didn't expect or want him to get into the well,
but given that he is what he is,
the man who does what he feels,
he just had to jump into the well.
I am suddenly reminded of his strange reaction,
I pull back,
why did he say hurtful things?
and then.
why did he turn around and leave me a lotus?
He now swims there waiting ,
with an outstretched hand,
he has been waiting for hours now.
And,as the afternoon sun pierces the water of the well,
and heats it up,
he is waiting,
and I am sitting at the banks of the well,
clutching the lotus left for me by him.
I CAN'T DECIDE,
So, I decide to find another lotus,
to give it back to him.
I take a walk,
in search of a new lotus for him,
And in much reluctance,
when I return to the well,
HE IS GONE!
His lotus is gone too,
The lotus that I had sat there clutching for a bit,
that is gone too!
Strangely,
I am suddenly relieved,
not needing to respond anymore,
not feeling the pressure to reach out to his hand.
All i wanted was to sing songs in a well,
alone,
for a bit.
Now ,I am sitting at the bank of the well,
with a few residual songs in my soul,
burdening my soul,
him having left the well.
I can see his watery footprints walking away,
his lotus is gone too,
surely,
I can follow his watery footprints and find him?
BUT I WON'T,
I won't,
The residual songs remain unsung ,
my soul is a slightly heavy one now.
But,I am not following his footprints,
I NEED him to go ,
I don't want him to come to the well,
I WON'T come to this well,
the lotuses will be left alone.
No more songs too,
and I DON'T want an old man,
I NEED A YOUNG MAN,
I don't want an old man.
Now and again,
I have this urge to sing out his songs ,
no new songs come up in my mind,
it is only those residual songs,
that never got sung,
they want to come out sometimes.
Then,suddenly,
I remember his first initial strange reaction,
and then,
I WITHDRAW,
no more songs for us,
no more swims in the well,
no more holding hands,
no more exchanging lotuses.
I WAIT FOR the watery footprints to dry out,
leaving no trace of his path,
I have a vague idea,
of the direction of where he went,
but I WON'T GO THERE.
A fleeting love of february is better left alone!
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Just before I go to sleep,
Just like that,
I learn to sexually respond in my mind to a new man.
Another man,
Even older,
than the previous one,
the previous one?
I rebuked for being too old,
for me to pursue!
This new one ?
comparitively anciently older,
and yet !
The mental orgasm ;
That the old monster was able to give me,
I am able to experience it anew,
With a newer man,
A newer but more ancient man.
This february night,
in the month of valentine,
Just before I go to sleep,
For a few minutes,
I imagine myself looking into this man's deep emotionally loaded eyes,
too much emotion in him,
it is always that way as I notice,
too many times i have seem him start talking about something from the past,
Very dear to his heart,
And he almost starts to well up in tears,
I think that it is this side of his,
the childlike emotional side of an old man,
not ashamed to go there to places in his mind,
places that cause him to want to cry,
but he stops short of actually crying each time.
I think it is "pity love" yet again,
why is it always that ,with me,
pity evokes far more love in me for people,
then , then,
the "pity love" transforms into a motherly "taking in",
like you take a crying child to your bosom,
"taking in" of his soul into mine,
our souls color each other,
And soon the unconditionality of takin in someone and their soul,
allows me to sexually react to them,
but only,but only
if the time and person is appealing to me in other ways too.
So, now,
on a february night,
the month of valentine,
just before I go to sleep,
All i can think of ,
is him.
His stories,
His emotion filled stories,
His juvenile body language when he is all of 48,
His broad face,
a face that immediately reflects what he feels.
He is not afraid to show on his face exactly how he feels,
His playfulness,
how good he wears those shirts,
men who look good in dress shirts have always caught my sexual eye.no?
His skin that tans ever so easily,
making it go clayily bronze after days of sun,
strangely and newly I realize,
I am attracted to his bronze hue.
The square jaw,
The strong jaw,
the way he pops things into his mouth and
noisily bites into them,
the strong jaw.
I mutter under my breath,
The way he wields things with his left hand,
something so sexy about deft lefthanded men,no?
(of which too many are around me these days,)
(too many left handed old men around me !)
And then, for some reason,
I keep muttering under my breath,
"But he is so handsome,oh, but he is so handsome"
I repeat that over and over,
under my breath,
every single time I see him.
"aww,truly,how can he be so handsome?"
over and over,
as if in wonderment,
that I actually find him handsome.
I stare at him closer,
to find out why I find him so handsome.
I stare somemore ,
just to verify if i really find him handsome.
Am I talking myself into it?
I stare some more each time,
just to make sure this is a spontaneous thing,
this attraction i feel for a face and a person.
I suspect the attraction is for the persona,
so I squint and stare some more,
to see if he is really handsome,
or am I talking myself into this?
I mutter under my breath yet again,
"oh,but why do I find him so handsome?"
This night,
finally,
on this night of february,
the month of valentine,
it happened,
the mental orgasm.
Just as I get ready to sleep,
all tucked up in the buff ,
under my comfy blanket,
in the dark,
I look up at the ceiling and all I can utter is,
"oh, but why so much emotion..why, come here"
I am only imagining all this,
yet it feels real,
much like telepathic love,which is true,
but I seldom imagine such stuff in a sexual manner,
it has to happen spontaneously,out of the blue,
very rarely does it cross over,
from the "reaching-out" to a person ,
to,getting all sexual about it in my head.
So,in february,
the month of valentine,
As I lay down,
I ask him,in my imagination,
as I imagine, he is right there on the bed with me,
and I ask him to be over me
and then I look into his eyes,
as he is heavy on me,
"but why my dear, why so much emotion, why?"
I know I am crossing the pity-love-threshold ,when ,
I start using phrases like "come here" in scenarios.
A simple moment,
a moment in my mind,
but an orgasmic effect on my brain and body,
and then,
the sexual relief from the mind to the body,
Allows me to sleep deep that night.
The next day,
yet another day in february,
the month of valentine,
a whole day of actually saying niblets of my thoughts to him.
I do so ,
because I want to empty my thoughts of him.
I tell him things,
so that I can purge all thoughts of him.
I tell him things in succession,
all eager to empty my mind,
I tell him all this,
barely expecting him to respond,
I don't want him to respond.
I say things in quick succession
I don't want to give him time to respond,
I want to say and bolt before he can react,
I just want to empty my mind,
I want to tell him what I think of him,
then move on.
So,I tell him things,
and then run away before he can react.
I half expect him NOT to pay attention,
I fully hope he doesn't react,
I just want to say and run away,
I DON'T want us to get involved,
but yet ,I want to say my mind,
so ,I say them,like a bravado youngin.
I say and say,
then I run away,
and then,
as night arrives,
weary body lies down to sleep,
in all its nakedness under a cool blanket.
And yet another night of february,
the month of valentine,
I get ready to go to sleep,
Partly playing out all the lines I had told him that day,
well thought out honest lines,
lines that were meant to unburden my soul,
I feel bad that I feel so much for yet another OLD man.
So,before I go off to sleep,
on yet another night of february,
the month of valentine,
I mutter under my breath,
in the dark,
under the blanket,
"I MUST STAY AWAY,I MUST VOLUNTARILY withdraw from this"
This is like an ultimatum I give myself,
I make a FIRM mental note to myself,
I say this to protect myself from yet another old man,
I need a young man,
I don't need an old man,
I am too young to be with an old man.
I mutter under my breath,
"I must nip this in the bud !".
Then I mutter some more
"Stop this before it goes too far"
Then some more,
"You are the one who will lose out again"
"Don't pursue this!"
"stop!"
"stop before you pursue this!".
Then I know,
I AM DEEP INTO THIS,
emotionally and mentally,
sexually more so than anything,
but sexual is nothing but emotional and mental put together.
Even before it begins,
I know,
I must get out before it gets deeper,
any deeper.
So,this night in february,
the month of valentine,
I turn over my bed,
to lay on my side
and stare at the wall and
mutter under my breath,
"You must learn to protect yourself"
"Protect yourself BEFORE the damage happens"
"I must withdraw!"
and then I go to sleep.
The next day morning,
I am surprised to find a note from him,
shucks!
I DIDN'T want him to respond,
I didn't
oh no,
on no,
"oh my gosh, he is getting into the well too!".
The cool waters of the well,
that I inadvertantly got into,
the waters that I wanted to wade for a wee bit in,alone.
I wanted to do so alone ,
And then get out of the well,
oh no,
Why did he get into the well as well?
Severe panic,
because I was there in the well,
already swimming alone in the cool dark waters,
alone and swimming in the well I was,
singing praises of him from my soul,
and then he hears my songs.
He has sharp ears,
eager sharp ears looking to hear solemn songs,
so he notices and hears,
he peeps into the well.
What he sees is a pretty maiden,
"Strong eloquent maiden this one,swimming in a well?"he thinks.
"singing all but songs about me?" he asks,
Then, just like that,with ease,
he gets into the well too.
and then he just jumps into the well too?
oh,but why?
I dread,
because this a well,
it is cool and calm,
but yet,it is dark and deep,
and there is no going anywhere from here.
It is a well,
it is not a river or ocean,
it is a well,
quickly but surely,
one of us needs to get out.
This is what I wanted to withdraw from.
So, I swim uncomfortably while he is also in the well,
the loud free songs I was singing before,
they now trail away.
I stop short to think to myself,
"what do I do?"
"do i abruptly get out?"
"should I just swim with him here for a bit?"
But,this is a well,
this is not a river,
Rivers go to the sea,
wells go nowhere!
There is no going anywhere with this.
Then,out of an impuslive whim,
I decide,
I decide to continue,
to sing out all the songs I wrote for him,
empty my songs into the well while I am still here.
I decide I will empty myself completely,
before I get out of this well.
So,I sing yet another song,
he listens intently,
yet another song,
he listens intently some more,
We never talk,
I sing, he listens.
Then suddenly,
I feel the need to explain to him why I sing this way.
This sudden explanation causes him to react strangely!
A strange reaction that.
Maybe he didn't expect me to explain?
Maybe he didn't want me to explain?
Maybe he wanted me to just sing.
The strange reaction causes me to stop singing anymore,
I still had a few songs left in me for him.
I wanted to sing out all of them before I left,
but his strange reaction stifled my songs.
Now,there are a few songs left residually in my soul,
and I don't like that!
I don't like residues!
His strange reaction surprised me,
It opened up a self-doubtful-part of his heart to me.
Projection never appeals to me,does it?
So, I am baffled by his strange reaction.
So,suddenly,I am hurt and stifled,
I doubt,
I stop singing,
I get out of the well for a bit.
I sit at the bankment of the well,
deep in contemplation.
He is still in the water,
I wonder why.
I don't notice him much anymore,
it is getting darker,
no real saying if anyone is in the water or not.
I sit at the bankment for a bit,
then I walk around,
doing chores,
thinking and rethinking my songs.
Oh but,
maybe my songs are all stupid,
maybe I imposed myself too much,
no more songs,
no more songs.
But,I,
but, I
but,
no tears yet.
He clearly felt imposed upon,
okay,no more songs,
no more songs for him,
no more.
Yet another night in february,
the month of valentine,
I get off to a fitful sleep,
dark soul in darkness,
silence and sadness.
I wake up the next day,
I run to the well,
too dark in the dawn to see,
looks like no one is there in the water.
I decide to get once more into the water,
one last time,
to leave a parting note for him,
a tiny little lotus flower,
a goodbye present.
I leave a note, no songs this time,
just a note,
saying I won't sing any more songs,
the parting gift of a lotus.
Then I leave,
I am not sure,
I walk back in self doubt,
it was dawn in the dark,
what if he was still in the water,
wanting to swim,
swim with me.
I left in the dark of dawn,
not wanting to return to that well again,
not wanting to sing any more songs,
no more songs for him.
Burdened by some residual songs ,
that were left unsung,
I have a heavy heart.
No tears yet,
yet another february evening,
the month of valentine,
fitful sleep,
no tears yet.
I mutter under my breath,
"I should not have imposed to BOLDLY"
I mutter somemore,
"I read signals all wrong"
"I impose myself on others,"
"Me and my stupid need to sing soul songs"
Yet another february night,
the month of valentine,
I drift into extremely fitful sleep.
Next day comes,
I don't even go to the well,
Then,by afternoon,
too burdened by my unsung songs,
I go to the well.
I am taken by surprise to find something there,
to see,
another colored lotus,
waiting for me?
"He left a lotus for me?"
I see a strange shadow of a man,
over at the distant other edge of the embankment,
stretching out his hand ,
to what seems like a reflection.
He doesn't realize there is no one else inside the well,
I was not in the water,
but he thinks the reflection is me in person,
so he stretches out his hand,
to my reflection in the water.
While in that very minute,
in that very minute,
when I am admiring the lotus he left for me,
he is stretching out his hand to my reflection in the water.
He probably had been waiting for hours since dawn,
And while in the afternoon,
just as I arrive at the well,
admiring the lotus,
he had already waited for hours by then.
Just as I realize what has happened at the well,
in those few hours of my absence from it,
I am slightly reluctant to get right into the water,
but his lotus present for me,
it makes me burst into tears,
aaaah,tears,
tears finally!
And,I am still reluctant,
to get into the water,
I CAN'T join him,
This will get far too deeper for me to handle.
If we openly join hands this way ,
people will see,
I can't do this,
I can't do this with him,
the old man.
I can't get into this water,
I can't.
While I am struggling to decide,
his outstretched hand aches in anticipation.
yet,
I can't decide.
This is far too tough for me,
The decision is very dilemma-inducing,
some tears,then silence,
Mind is racing,
but he is waiting with an outsretched hand,
yet,and still!
Can't let a courageous man alone and waiting,
in the waters of the well,
The well that I beckoned him into with my songs.
yet,can't decide.
My songs were innocent and un-scheming,
I didn't expect or want him to get into the well,
but given that he is what he is,
the man who does what he feels,
he just had to jump into the well.
I am suddenly reminded of his strange reaction,
I pull back,
why did he say hurtful things?
and then.
why did he turn around and leave me a lotus?
He now swims there waiting ,
with an outstretched hand,
he has been waiting for hours now.
And,as the afternoon sun pierces the water of the well,
and heats it up,
he is waiting,
and I am sitting at the banks of the well,
clutching the lotus left for me by him.
I CAN'T DECIDE,
So, I decide to find another lotus,
to give it back to him.
I take a walk,
in search of a new lotus for him,
And in much reluctance,
when I return to the well,
HE IS GONE!
His lotus is gone too,
The lotus that I had sat there clutching for a bit,
that is gone too!
Strangely,
I am suddenly relieved,
not needing to respond anymore,
not feeling the pressure to reach out to his hand.
All i wanted was to sing songs in a well,
alone,
for a bit.
Now ,I am sitting at the bank of the well,
with a few residual songs in my soul,
burdening my soul,
him having left the well.
I can see his watery footprints walking away,
his lotus is gone too,
surely,
I can follow his watery footprints and find him?
BUT I WON'T,
I won't,
The residual songs remain unsung ,
my soul is a slightly heavy one now.
But,I am not following his footprints,
I NEED him to go ,
I don't want him to come to the well,
I WON'T come to this well,
the lotuses will be left alone.
No more songs too,
and I DON'T want an old man,
I NEED A YOUNG MAN,
I don't want an old man.
Now and again,
I have this urge to sing out his songs ,
no new songs come up in my mind,
it is only those residual songs,
that never got sung,
they want to come out sometimes.
Then,suddenly,
I remember his first initial strange reaction,
and then,
I WITHDRAW,
no more songs for us,
no more swims in the well,
no more holding hands,
no more exchanging lotuses.
I WAIT FOR the watery footprints to dry out,
leaving no trace of his path,
I have a vague idea,
of the direction of where he went,
but I WON'T GO THERE.
A fleeting love of february is better left alone!
Tags:love,Mr_T,love_songs,lotus,gifts,soul_songs,residual,unrequited,unsung_songs,well,swimming_in_a_well,reaching_out,letting_go,love_that_is_not_meant_to_be,
Quoting Rita -she talks about men who humiliate in love!
I was reading what the VERY SMART and very eloquent RITA ,wrote about
men who humiliate in love and as is customary for this blog, some very
compelling lines from fellow bloggers will be quoted.
HERE GOES
QUOTE
Any man willing to cause you that level of pain and humiliation does
not care for you at all. It is as if these men are quite happy to
bask in the glory of your affection but fail to care or value the
person they have.
UNQUOTE
You can read her original blog entry here
http://naman-astitva.blogspot. com/2013/03/purposeful- concealment.html
TAGS:love,humiliation
men who humiliate in love and as is customary for this blog, some very
compelling lines from fellow bloggers will be quoted.
HERE GOES
QUOTE
Any man willing to cause you that level of pain and humiliation does
not care for you at all. It is as if these men are quite happy to
bask in the glory of your affection but fail to care or value the
person they have.
UNQUOTE
You can read her original blog entry here
http://naman-astitva.blogspot.
TAGS:love,humiliation
Pretty pair of cups-How to choose a good coffee mug-ceramics!
Bought a pair of mugs,peachy print on white,square
mouthed,tall,sturdy,microwaveable,light,pretty,flower imprint on inner
side too.
TOO TOO TOO PRETTY,practical,rightly priced all at the same time.
HOW COULD I REFUSE? I had my first mug of coffee in one of them just
a lil while ago
I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THEM..
Ever since my yellow with blue inside cups ,the matte finish ones ,
the "blue dots on yellow" cups DIED-(they broke!),no new cups could
take their place.Only the saucers of those yellow cups remain , as if
to console me .
Now, I THINK, i have found a replacement.These don't have saucers,
but they have a tiny flower imprint on the INSIDE of the cup at the
rim.
HOW CUTE IS THAT !!!
I LOVE THEM , they are so right in so many ways...
large enough to hold LOTS of coffee
square shaped..cuboid shaped actually
large thin handle for roomy comfortable finger space
tiny flower on the inside -just one flower ,sweet!
busy pink design over white,,,nice
microwave safe-=that is a bonus
light weight, that is a bonus too.
PERFECT PERFECT CUP!
finally, PERFECT CUPS.:))))
tags:ceramics,cups,how_to_choose_a_good_coffee_mug
mouthed,tall,sturdy,microwaveable,light,pretty,flower imprint on inner
side too.
TOO TOO TOO PRETTY,practical,rightly priced all at the same time.
HOW COULD I REFUSE? I had my first mug of coffee in one of them just
a lil while ago
I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THEM..
Ever since my yellow with blue inside cups ,the matte finish ones ,
the "blue dots on yellow" cups DIED-(they broke!),no new cups could
take their place.Only the saucers of those yellow cups remain , as if
to console me .
Now, I THINK, i have found a replacement.These don't have saucers,
but they have a tiny flower imprint on the INSIDE of the cup at the
rim.
HOW CUTE IS THAT !!!
I LOVE THEM , they are so right in so many ways...
large enough to hold LOTS of coffee
square shaped..cuboid shaped actually
large thin handle for roomy comfortable finger space
tiny flower on the inside -just one flower ,sweet!
busy pink design over white,,,nice
microwave safe-=that is a bonus
light weight, that is a bonus too.
PERFECT PERFECT CUP!
finally, PERFECT CUPS.:))))
tags:ceramics,cups,how_to_choose_a_good_coffee_mug
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
jumping straight to marriage
wow, I just realized that as I typed out MR.r's blog entry, I
repeatedly thoughtlessly typed out MARRIAGE each place I should have
mentioned dating.whoa..whoa...jumping so far ahead without a fucking
thought.whoa whoa.and i never do that...ever...
repeatedly thoughtlessly typed out MARRIAGE each place I should have
mentioned dating.whoa..whoa...jumping so far ahead without a fucking
thought.whoa whoa.and i never do that...ever...
People to their own devices
Sometimes It is better to leave people to their own devices...that way
they don't blame you for all their shortcomings.which most do!
they don't blame you for all their shortcomings.which most do!
Revisiting the Tv show I once saw and vaguely remember
Sometime in 1999 I saw this episode on National geographic about tofu
and now in 2013, quite so accidentally,got to watch it again~
and now in 2013, quite so accidentally,got to watch it again~
Monday, March 4, 2013
Sunday, March 3, 2013
The long and short of Social media
My idea of the LONG and SHORT of Social media?An elaborately written
blog on BLOGSPOT and an eloquent TWITTER account.Fin!
blog on BLOGSPOT and an eloquent TWITTER account.Fin!
Talking humans
For me,no one is too big/too small to interact with,either on twitter
or outside of it.EVERYONE is the same.We are all humans who
talk!.......................................
Tags:twitter,interaction,equalizer,equal
or outside of it.EVERYONE is the same.We are all humans who
talk!.......................................
Tags:twitter,interaction,equalizer,equal
Left handed sexiness
Incidentally,both Mr.R and Mr.T are in their mid 40s and both are left
handed.Both look TOO YOUNG for their age,supersexy in
bronze!.............................................
Tags:sexy_men_in_their_40s,Mr_R,Mr_T
handed.Both look TOO YOUNG for their age,supersexy in
bronze!.............................................
Tags:sexy_men_in_their_40s,Mr_R,Mr_T
Mr.R and Mr.T
Both Mr.R and Mr.T are these older,sexy,kind,intuitive and emotional
men that I have gotten to know of in these past few
months.:))..............................................
Tags:men_who_bring_a_smile_to_my_face,mr_R,Mr_T
men that I have gotten to know of in these past few
months.:))..............................................
Tags:men_who_bring_a_smile_to_my_face,mr_R,Mr_T
bronze sexy
Mr.T stands for Mr.Tan and I named him so,coz,this man tans into a
very attractive bronze over days of sun and looks SOOOO
sexy!..................................................
Tags:mr_t,bronze,sexy
very attractive bronze over days of sun and looks SOOOO
sexy!..................................................
Tags:mr_t,bronze,sexy
overtures and withdrawal
Big apologies to Mr.T for withdrawing abruptly when U reached out to
befriend me in response to my overtures.Its something U
said:(...........................................
Tags:Mr.T,overtures,withdrawing
befriend me in response to my overtures.Its something U
said:(...........................................
Tags:Mr.T,overtures,withdrawing
compelling sex
It is a great feeling to experience an instant sexual and emotional
attraction to someone.It is spontaneous and compelling
#mr.T............................................
Tags:Mr_tan
attraction to someone.It is spontaneous and compelling
#mr.T............................................
Tags:Mr_tan
hugs and kisses to peacecorps
Big hugs and kisses to all the PEACECORPS working all over the world
in many remote areas.BRAVO! I appreciate your
efforts!...........................................
tags:real_effort,efforts_worth_appreciation,getting_down_on_ground_zero,peacecorps,appreciation,thanks
in many remote areas.BRAVO! I appreciate your
efforts!...........................................
tags:real_effort,efforts_worth_appreciation,getting_down_on_ground_zero,peacecorps,appreciation,thanks
horny and lonely
The Q we all need 2 ask ourselves is"Am I REALLY attracted to this
person or is it just that I am too horny and lonely to love any odd
peep"........................................
Tags:love,lust,horny,needy,settling,compromise,mistake
person or is it just that I am too horny and lonely to love any odd
peep"........................................
Tags:love,lust,horny,needy,settling,compromise,mistake
time,decency,directness?
U have no time/decency/directness 2 reply 2 my emails yet U have all
the time/indecency 2 snoop on my blogs,tweets,internet
activity?.............................
Tags:decency,directness,time,snoopy,sneaky,spying,cheap,twisted,jobless,cannot_mind_your_own_business,gossipy
the time/indecency 2 snoop on my blogs,tweets,internet
activity?.............................
Tags:decency,directness,time,snoopy,sneaky,spying,cheap,twisted,jobless,cannot_mind_your_own_business,gossipy
Saturday, March 2, 2013
Shared parenting
http://cluelessfather.wordpress.com/2011/09/06/the-uninvolved-parent/
An ABSOLUTELY well written parenting blog entry by @cluelessfather
.................
Tags:shared_parenting,how_to_negotiate_and_plan_parental_duties,parenting,uninvolved_parent
An ABSOLUTELY well written parenting blog entry by @cluelessfather
.................
Tags:shared_parenting,how_to_negotiate_and_plan_parental_duties,parenting,uninvolved_parent
skirts for men
All men(and women) in all cultures wore skirts till very recently when
sewing and pants were invented.Skirts are really FOR MEN too
sewing and pants were invented.Skirts are really FOR MEN too
chickflick insults
The next time someone refers to an UNINTELLIGENT escapist movie as a
CHICKFLICK, there is no telling what I might do in rage.LOL
CHICKFLICK, there is no telling what I might do in rage.LOL
How to sterilize baby bottles with a microwave- @cluelessfather explains
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iLFShccQRL8 watch as @cluelessfather
explains how to sterilize babybottles in a microwave oven
..................................................
Tags:parenting,sterilizing_baby_bottles,dads_and_babies
explains how to sterilize babybottles in a microwave oven
..................................................
Tags:parenting,sterilizing_baby_bottles,dads_and_babies
CLUELESSFATHER?
Big hugs and cheers to @cluelessfather for being a RESPONSIBLE
Dad-parent.Big hugs to baby and mom-parent
too.GROUPHUG!..................................................
Tags:parenting,dads,dads_and_babies,good_dad
Dad-parent.Big hugs to baby and mom-parent
too.GROUPHUG!..................................................
Tags:parenting,dads,dads_and_babies,good_dad
Friday, March 1, 2013
shopping addictions and dysfunctional relationships!
Shopping addictions can inadvertantly be traced to the emptiness
people feel in dysfunctional relationships or idle boredom!
people feel in dysfunctional relationships or idle boredom!
Mommy blog harrassement!
So many women are HARRASSING their kids by taking their pics
constantly just so that they can post them on their mommy blogs!NUFF
constantly just so that they can post them on their mommy blogs!NUFF
Neoteny and pedomorphy in anthropology
Certain Japanese and chinese "experts"have OUTRAGEOUSLY
unscientific,hilarious theories about neoteny in
anthropology.WISHFUL?.................
unscientific,hilarious theories about neoteny in
anthropology.WISHFUL?.................
Midnight brainwaves!
While doing research,funny how U get an idea in the middle of the
night,then U can't wait till morning to run to the lab to work it all
out!................................................
Tags:research,eureka_moments,midnight_ideas,brainwaves
night,then U can't wait till morning to run to the lab to work it all
out!................................................
Tags:research,eureka_moments,midnight_ideas,brainwaves
justin bieber and commodification of women
Most of #justin_bieber's song talk about buying things for a girl to
gain her love.A girl is NOT a purchasable COMMODITY nor is
love!...................................................
Tags:justin_bieber,commodification_of_women_in_justin_bieber's_songs,commodification_of_love
gain her love.A girl is NOT a purchasable COMMODITY nor is
love!...................................................
Tags:justin_bieber,commodification_of_women_in_justin_bieber's_songs,commodification_of_love
gossipy marie curie wikipedia page
2013 Marie curie wikipedia page doesn't mention she was refused
UNIVERSITYadmission due to her gender,yet mentions her
AFFAIRS!.....................
tAGS:MARIE_CURIE,gossip_hungry_wikipedia_writers,gossip
UNIVERSITYadmission due to her gender,yet mentions her
AFFAIRS!.....................
tAGS:MARIE_CURIE,gossip_hungry_wikipedia_writers,gossip
Integrate child care facilities into workplaces
Integrating Childcare facilities into workplaces is the best way to
ensure both male,female parents work and parent effectively!
@flotus.......................................
Tags:parenting,working_parents,childcare_integrated_into_workplaces
ensure both male,female parents work and parent effectively!
@flotus.......................................
Tags:parenting,working_parents,childcare_integrated_into_workplaces
Bangs hairstyle hides all forehead expressions
Forehead>arena for varied expressions-frown,surprise etc.BANGS
hairstyle hides a woman's expressions.A PRETTY MASK?
@flotus................................................
Tags:bangs_hairstyles,haistyles_that_are_gender_insulting,bangs_hairstyle_hides_all_forehead_expressions,pretty_mask
hairstyle hides a woman's expressions.A PRETTY MASK?
@flotus................................................
Tags:bangs_hairstyles,haistyles_that_are_gender_insulting,bangs_hairstyle_hides_all_forehead_expressions,pretty_mask
blind leading blind
Usher mentoring Justin_beiber is like>An uneducated confused BLIND
leading an impressionable clueless BLIND.Net
result=nada!...................................................
Tags:Blind_leading_blind,ignorance_in_hollywood,ignorance,uneducated_rappers
leading an impressionable clueless BLIND.Net
result=nada!...................................................
Tags:Blind_leading_blind,ignorance_in_hollywood,ignorance,uneducated_rappers
become a sportsperson NOT a cheerleader
High school girls must be encouraged to become sportspeople themselves
rather than become a cheerleader to male
sportspeople!................................................
Tags:cheerleading,highschool_gender_conditioning,highschool_girls_and_sports
rather than become a cheerleader to male
sportspeople!................................................
Tags:cheerleading,highschool_gender_conditioning,highschool_girls_and_sports
Everyone sits down to shit !
At the end of 24 hours,irrespective of whether you are a man or a
woman, you still have to sit down to shit,unless
CONSTIPATED!.................................................
tags:shitting_frequency,health,bowel_movement,stools,man_and_woman_and_shitting_styles
woman, you still have to sit down to shit,unless
CONSTIPATED!.................................................
tags:shitting_frequency,health,bowel_movement,stools,man_and_woman_and_shitting_styles
pissing up standing
Man says"Men can piss standing up,can women?">My response "Can men
shit standing up too?no?then,you still sit to
shit?Aha!"..........................................
Tags:men_can_piss_standing_up,women_cannot_piss_standing_up,both_men_and_women_need_to_shit_sitting_down,reproductive_anatomy_of_humans
shit standing up too?no?then,you still sit to
shit?Aha!"..........................................
Tags:men_can_piss_standing_up,women_cannot_piss_standing_up,both_men_and_women_need_to_shit_sitting_down,reproductive_anatomy_of_humans
STFU already, italy and pasta,china and noodles
China>noodles>columbus>Italy>pasta.So,when Italians go blah blah about
pasta,I say,STFU already,pasta was invented by
china!.................................................
Tags:noodles,china,pasta,italy,columbus,food_history,food,ignorance,culture_vultures
pasta,I say,STFU already,pasta was invented by
china!.................................................
Tags:noodles,china,pasta,italy,columbus,food_history,food,ignorance,culture_vultures
adult mammal guzzling another animal's breast milk
Is it normal for an adult mammal of one species to drink the milk of
another adult mammal of another species?Think about
it!..............................................
Tags:vegan,milk,breast_milk,adult_cow's_breast_millk
another adult mammal of another species?Think about
it!..............................................
Tags:vegan,milk,breast_milk,adult_cow's_breast_millk
98,000 years without religion was just fine
Humans have existed for 100,000yrs(more?)and christianity/islam has
existed only for 2000yrs and I think we did quite well for
98,000yrs.............................................
Tags:religion,human_migration,humanity,anthropology
existed only for 2000yrs and I think we did quite well for
98,000yrs.............................................
Tags:religion,human_migration,humanity,anthropology
Thursday, February 28, 2013
A surgeon's breakfast
As a #surgeon it is a great idea to have a 1800calorie breakfast early
in the morning.Adequate to meet energy needs all
day...........................................
Tags:the_importance_of_a_heavy_breakfast,breakfast,surgeons_breakfast,1800_calories
in the morning.Adequate to meet energy needs all
day...........................................
Tags:the_importance_of_a_heavy_breakfast,breakfast,surgeons_breakfast,1800_calories
Men Lipsticks and skirts
If it is NORMAL for women to apply makeup/lipstick then it is
definitely NORMAL for men to do so too without being called
names.k?.............................................
Tags:gender_equality,women_lipstick_men
definitely NORMAL for men to do so too without being called
names.k?.............................................
Tags:gender_equality,women_lipstick_men
abused children become abusive parents?
This crazy lady is quoting her pedophile father's parenting style to
justify that her 7year old watching porn online is fine and
normal.WTF?.....................................
Tags:pedophilic_parents,child_abuse,parenting,wrong,clueless
justify that her 7year old watching porn online is fine and
normal.WTF?.....................................
Tags:pedophilic_parents,child_abuse,parenting,wrong,clueless
wikipedia is enriched by article contributors-spread knowledge for free
THANKS to all SMART folks who take time to register,START
articles,write them accurately,edit and correct them on
WIKIPEDIA....................................................
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articles,write them accurately,edit and correct them on
WIKIPEDIA....................................................
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