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Monday, December 17, 2012

southern country women

Maybe, it is their social upbringing(not trying to stereotype ALL of them here ), but southern women have this tendency to look at men as their personal toys that will do things for them ,a personal handy man,a man around the house to do the heavy lifting,free labor!

something to CONTROL and manipulate according to their needs.
 the word DYSFUNCTIONALITY comes to mind when I see certain southern families..
EMOTIONAL ABUSE and emotional manipulation and dead souls come to mind too

Tags:control,southern_families

MARRYING someone that doesn't love you to begin with

My question is, why on earth did you marry someone who didn't love you!

It is an eventuality that the man will leave you after years of marriage if he is in a clear position to leave you , because HE NEVER LOVED YOU to begin with and you knew it too and yet you wanted to marry him because you thought, BY MARRYING HIM you will TRAIN him into loving you eventually..

LOVE IS NOT A TRAINING EFFORT,it happens spontaneously and naturally!
tags:marriages,divorces,fake,training,idiot_women

A ROTE QUESTION?

craft or clutter?

So many of these craft project involve using glue and paper.The crafts
they produce might look too good for the day, but as days pass on,
they attract dust, and they are not sturdy enough house objects
either..They end up becoming HOUSE CLUTTER.
Tags:craft,clutter,dust_magnets,house_clutter

alcoholic=wine expert?

Being an Alcoholic doesn't automatically qualify you to become a wine
expert ! FAR FROM IT I say !
Tags: Alcoholism,wine_expert

consummation

I think I am ready to CONSUMMATE this thing we have, we have had for
three years now.
Tags:consummation

norah or craft?

Not sure if it was the 18hrs of undisturbed sleep i had prior to this
or the fact that I am lying down in a pleasantly cool dark room with
my table lamp on beside the bed,lying down in the buff under my
blanket and laptop on my flexed hips and legs, listening to NORAH or
is it the craft blog that I accidentally found while browsing
blogsofnote, but the COMBINED MOOD is "OH SO UNWINDING"
So, so , at peace !!
Tags:unwinding,peace,rested,happy,norah,craft_blogs

Saturday, December 15, 2012

Desire and Ethics

Sometimes when the desire and desperation of need GETS TOO MUCH, we
stop thinking about ETHICS,no? Me included,the ethics queen.LOL
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Tags:ethics,desire,desperation,need,want,throwing_caution_to_the_win

Focus

I lack focus,I am an escapist.I am a procrastinator.I am a
perfectionist.I am a loser.
Tags:focus

About blog headers

All of my blog headers are DESIGNED BY ME. They are what you call
COLLAGES.Are they visible on your mobile versions though?

paunches,man boobs!

I am sexually REPELLED by man-boobs and beer-guts(aka
paunch).Alcoholics end up having these due to alcoholic
lipodystrophy.#alcoholism ...........................
Tags:Man_boobs,lipodystrophy,alcoholism,alcohol

plight!

When Financially dependant women GLORIFY their plight as some kinda
great lil sacrifice for the family.Seriously,blame the parents of
these women!..............
Tags:women,Financial_independance,sacrifice,denial

UTTER cluelessness?

When people BABBLE around in utter cluelessness stemming out of
ignorance,insecurity and incompetence! SIGHS
!...............................................
Tags:clueless

Fruitcake ?

http://the-ultimate-vegetarian-cookblog.blogspot.com/2012/12/how-to-make-holiday-fruit-and-nut-cake.html
MY FRUITCAKE ! #CAKES

My pen and pencil sketches

Go here to see my pen/pencil sketches
http://poetry-and-poise.blogspot.com/search/label/artwork


#sketches #pencil_sketches ..............

Tags:sketches,pencil,pen,Einstein,big_sis

Taking turns

If three people share a toilet,then,all three must take turns to clean
that toilet.Don't dump that drudgery on a single person or on a
maid.DIY!.......................................
Tags:slavery,toilet,chores,modern_day_slavery

Toilet

It is inhumane to make someone else clean the toilet you use, no
matter how much money you make in life.CLEAN YOUR OWN TOILET!
...........................................
tags:toilet,inhumane

FRAUD?

Who are you? Well,let me break it to you,You are one insecure little
fraud posting happy family photos on your blog for the sake of
appearances............................
Tags:fraud

Twitter feminism?

The lady PREACHES Feminism on Twitter and then hires a MAID for her
home to do her husband's share of house chores coz HE WON'T DO 'EM !
.....................
Tags:pseudo_feminism,insecure_women,hypocrisy

Failures!

Every single failure I have had in my life has been because of my own
LACK OF HARDWORK AND FOCUS..every single F*ing time.Totally!
....................................
Tags:failure,life,lack_of_focus,lazy_girl

Flipboard in China?

@weirdchina @robertkonghai Rob,Are you using Flipboard by any chance?
Wasn't flipboard banned in china a while
ago?Reopened?curious.....................................
Tags:china,flipboard,Flipboard_proxy_browsing_in_china,proxy_browsers

Russian,philipino readers?

Can all my REAL RUSSIAN ,Proxy_russian and Filipino
BLOG/Tweet-readers, Please say Hello to me on twitter/email/blog
comments?..................................
Tags:russia,phillipines,proxy_readers,blogs_readers

Sexual Energy dumping?

NO FLIRTING is "harmless".Flirting without any intent to date is like
DUMPING all your unrequited sexual energies on UNWILLING targets.Back
off! ...........................
Tags:sexual_health,Sexuality,Harmless_flirting,aussie,work_place_laws,horsing_around

Aussie man's HARMLESS flirting

Funny how so many AUSSIE MEN consider sexual harrasment at work as
some kinda MISCONSTRUED HARMLESS FLIRTING.A-holes?
.......................................
Tags:Australia,Aussie_man_sexuality_factor,sexual_harrassment_laws_in_australia

Electronic book readers are NOT that environmentally friendly after all!

Electronic book readers are touted as better than paper
books,but,E-READERS do USE ELECTRICITY each time,get HOT during
reading!BLAH! ...........
Tags:E-books,E_book_readers,kindle,Electronic_books_versus_paper_books

Science Mag recommendation

I usually DON'T recommend anyone or anything on twitter,but, PHYS.ORG
is exceptionally good. #science_magazine follow @phys_org
.................
Tags:Science,My_regular_reading,phys_org, brain_cells

Friday, December 14, 2012

Quoting Mcsherry about privacy

I was reading this article on phys.org about medical statistics ,about
removing private info from medical statistics prior to public release
in an effort to safeguard privacy ,a phenomenon called DIFFERENTIAL
PRIVACY,
As I read the whole LOOOOONG article I suddenly came across this
sentence and realized it was worth quoting

QUOTE:
"Privacy is a nonrenewable resource," McSherry said. "Once it gets
consumed, it is gone."
UNQUOTE

You can go here to read the full article
http://phys.org/news/2012-12-mathematical-technique-access-personal-high.html

Tags:medical_statistics,medicine,statistics,Differential_privacy

Good science material on the internet

phys.org is by far one of the best science info website that I know
of.Very very informative articles and up-to-date
information.#science.....................................
Tags:science,information,knowledge

medical records and anonymity

Interesting read
http://phys.org/news/2012-12-mathematical-technique-access-personal-high.html
about math,statistics,medical records...............................
Tags:medical_records,math

Husbands of female physicians?

What exactly are the fathers of the children of these part-time female
physicians doing? Aren't they sharing the parental duties EQUALLY ?
WTF?..........................
Tags:parenting,fathers,mothers,female_physicians

Tea,chinese,british

Tea was discovered in CHINA,so,when BRITISHERS go BLAH,BLAH,BLAH about
how a cup of tea must be made, I am thinking,"STFU
already!"...............................
Tags:blah,china,british,tea,ignorance,STFU_ALREADY_SERIES

italians,coffee and ethiopia

Coffee was discovered in ETHIOPIA.So,when ITALIANS, go BLAH BLAH BLAH
about how coffee must be made,I am thinking,"STFU
already"...............................
Tags:coffee,ethiopia,italy,blah_blah,ignorance,STFU_ALREADY_SERIES

part-time female docs?

#FEMALE_PHYSICIANS who are wasting their medical degree by working
part-time in order to focus on family,You are disgracing full-time
female docs!
Tags:gender_issues,gender_work_equality,women,females_at_work

Religious dogma

Religious DOGMA stems from deep seated ignorance and a need to have
some addictive familiar habit to adhere to.I AM AGNOSTIC
!.......................................
Tags:religion,addiction,agnostic

hindu Mythology,Gender equality

HINDU Mythology,The only religion,where for every powerful male god,
there is an EQUALLY POWERFUL FEMALE GODDESS! #gender_equality
Tags:religion,mythology,hindu,goddess,diva,gender_equality

Ears ache

My Ears ACHE each time I listen to a BRITISH ENGLISH accent.Very
INDECIPHERABLE. Seriously INSUFFRABLE ! :((((
...............................................
Tags:linuguistics,Voice_articulation,languages,accent,British

Weird Child?

Stop calling your FIRST BORN a "Weird child".HE is not weird,it is
just that,YOU DID SOME WEIRD PARENTING with him back
then..............................................
Tags:parenting,children,weird

Veggie discoveries

When I like someone and then look them up on WIKIPEDIA and then
realize that they are VEGETARIANS,I am like>"YAY! same,same!" :)
......................................
Tags:Kindred_spirits,vegeterians,people_I_like

Sia furler

Very impressed by #sia_furler's VOCALS.She is older than I am but I
discovered her only recently via #David_guetta .STRONG VOCALS
..............................................
Tags:2012,music_reviews,music,vocals

J-LO no talent, all hype

It is OBSCENE and unfair how J-LO has managed to earn so much money
with just HYPE and marketing and little talent if any.Foolish
audience! .
Tags:hollywood,hype,zero_talent

popping out of babies

Women constantly getting pregnant and popping out babies just to
PREVENT their husband from leaving the "family"=INSECURE,desperate?
Tags:baby_machine,kids,parenting,

money minded docs

INCOMPETENT doctors who "WORK" as docs just to earn a handsome salary
which will then buy them ipads,holidays=BARF!
Tags:incompetence,greed,doctor

snoopy respect

Like I said,I really DON'T appreciate the snoopy,sneaky behavior.If
you wanna talk,or wanna ask,just do so.No spying needed.
.
Tags:snoopy,sneaky

To my phillipine readers

Can all MY blog readers,Tweet readers from PHILLIPINES please stand up
and show themselves?Say hello and chat me up.yeah?
.
Tags:philipino_READERS,blog_readers

Pretending not to care?

When you publicly pretend NOT to care, then you must do so privately
too.Stop keeping tabs on me.You left,I am gone from your life too.k?
Tags:Mr_green,him,seperation

Mean comments

I know I was very mean with my very mean comments.So,mmmmm,Sorry?
But,see, you spy on me and I don't like that at all.Don't,k?
.
Tags:spy,privacy,suffocated,anger,mean

Thursday, December 13, 2012

An Eye for FONTS

I have always had an eye for designs and fonts..I used to type out my
emails in varied fonts and colors in 2001...sorta, gave up emailing
altogether later..ANYWAYS.
Fast forward, TEN YEARS
Recently, WHILE redesigning my blogs, I took a LOOONG time, EXAMINING
various fonts and their shapes and sizes..
Apparently , all of the fonts are imprinted in my brain now.
Each time I visit someone else's blog these days, just incase they
have a fancy font, I AUTOMATICALLY identify the font by NAME...cute..
Was suddenly reminded of MR.U's obsession WITH FONTS..too..we are very
similar in a LOT OF WAYS...
Tags:fonts,designs,MR.U

Cookie loaded blogs

One thing I really hate is find blogs and website OVERLAODED with
cookies and ad cookies and what not..seriously..it is like " I am
going to punish you for the fact that you did the mistake for visiting
my webpage" and then I NEVER RETURN back to such webpages...
Tags:cookies,blogs,webpages,ad_loaded_blogs

Won't mind if Mr.U married someone else

At this point, I won't really MIND if Mr.U married someone else.
Somewhere in JULY and AUGUST of 2012, I racked my brains a lot AND realized THAT HE IS NOT RIGHT FOR ME...at all and suddenly!

I was baffled that I SPENT nine years..having him somewhere at the back of my mind , as a backburner person,as an "eventually want to end up with "person, as a " possible potential soulmate" person and yada yada...

yes, HE IS A MALE REPLICA , of me.,.but , OUR WORLDS ARE DIFFERENT....and they will never merge SATISFACTORILY ...so...he is better off with someone else..and I AM DEFINITELY BETTER off with someone else, totally!

So, I WHOLEHEARTEDLY am okay with whomever he is dating right now and I AM GOING TO BE SUPER OKAY even if he got married to her...

you see, Once i am sure, he is not the one for me..I DON'T GO AROUND wasting time, thinking further...

HE IS FREE TO MARRY OR DATE ANYONE

And more than anything,

I AM NOW WHOLEHEARTEDLY FREE IN MY SOUL to look for someone that i will feel is the RIGHT ONE FOR ME

TAGS:Mr.u,letting_go,seperation,half_of_my_heart,goodbye

permission from kids

PARENTS are required to ask the kid's permission first before posting
their KID's pics online?Kids have a right to PRIVACY too! #kids
.................................
Tags:parenting,privacy,child_abuse,kid_pics

Beards and Moustaches !

I am starting to realize that I have a deep attraction for men with
thick beards and moustaches.Very sexy when properly groomed.#beards
#facial_hair .......................
Tags:males,sexuality,facial_hair,sexy,beard

David Byrne

http://journal.davidbyrne.com/ is a must read for anyone wanting to
learn something new and interesting about the world in general !
#journals ..............................
Tags:David_byrne,journal,art_appreciation,art,godfather

Vaginal Delivery WITHOUT an epidural!

Any ladies who delivered a baby at FULL TERM, and VAGINALLY and
WITHOUT an epidural,Please kindly share your experience with
me.@reply, please?
Tags:labor,Full_term_vaginal_delivery,pregnancy

Native Mayan speakers Attn.Please!

If there are any native MAYAN language speakers on twitter,Please
follow me and @reply.I need ACTIVE PRACTICE to learn mayan.Thanks a
ton> #mayan............
Tags:MAYAN,languages,linguistics,meso_american_languages

Dave Brubeck,Ravishankar

Music LEGENDS> Jazz Pianist Dave Brubeck AND Sitar Maestro RaviShankar
died in their nineties this
month................................................................................
TAGS:Dave_Brubeck,LEGENDS,Pandit_Ravishankar,music

Around the world

世界中

Wasting money on a watch

Tags:rich,wasting_money,Wasting_resources,creature_comfort,superficiality,insecurity,materialistic_comforts,watch

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

shallow marrying ugly

Given the fact that he is one of those people who pays too much attention and value to beauty , I am surprised at how he got married to an ugly girl..
Tags:mr.green

Music legends died this month, this year

MUSIC LEGENDS, jazz pianist DAVID BRUBECK and sitar player PANDIT
RAVISHANKER both died this month ..Both of them were in their
nineties..
Tags:music,music_legends,2012_december,deaths,david_brubeck,ravi_shankar

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Hyper

This french guy on this travel show is slightly hyper..and suddenly It
occured to me, " I can by pretty hyper myself sometimes"
tags:hyper

choose!

Don't make me choose cake flavors coz i wan't BOTH !

sparrows

I think sparrows are such BEAUTIFUL birds..I really really do
tags:sparrows

The INSANITY of violence

Any SANE person with a thinking WELL BALACED head on their shoulders
WILL NOT RESORT TO PHYSICAL VIOLENCE ever
Tags:violence,insanity,mental_issues

The purposelessness of a very short skirt!

A short skirt serves no purpose except probably like saying"hey I am
wearing a skirt" .It is too short to protect the skin of your legs,It
is too short to protect you from the cold, being short the hem is
exactly at the place where you sit on and causes hip problems and
being too short it constantly exposes your perineal area...So,, I
mean..why NOT DIPOSE of it ALTOGETHER and just walk around in your
underwear ?
Tags:purposeless,show,clothing,short_skirt

RIGHTFUL BEGGAR?

Women in so many cultures are taught to RIGHTFULLY beg their husbands
or boyfriends for gifts or spending money..Culturally teaching them
that an adult asking another adult for spending money is OKAY! (which
it is not).Children asking parents is okay..but expecting money in
exchange for companionship or sex is like BEING A GLORIFIED PET
TAGS:sociology,women,beggar,financial_independance,self_respect

FAKE family pics and videos

I see the family videos and family pictures of this doctor lady -all
happy and whatever...and I FAIL TO BELIEVE the authenticity of the
"happy" family factor.I think she and her husband have a dysfunctional
love relationship.It is just a relationship of familiarity and about
having gotten used to living together for long now.Much like WHY BREAK
A CONVENIENT HABIT .
TAGS:fake,family_pics,family_videos,dysfunctional_relationships

Looking at others' kids pics

Just as I look at pic after pic of other doctor couples kids,while
taking a bath,while eating,family thanksgiving dinners and holiday
pictures, I SUDDENLY realize that bringing up kids is TOO MUCH OF WORK
Tags:kids,work,other_couples,parenting

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Home-made puff pastry pockets

Intensity of damage

I think that Monsters are REALLY UNAWARE OF THE INTENSITY OF DAMAGE
they incur on other people by their selfish,petty actions.
I think that they are just so caught up in their own needs,their petty selfish needs driven
by greed and a warped up state of mind that they FAIL TO IDENTIFY THE
DAMAGE they are inflicting on their victim ..
Oftentimes, Abusers view their abusive behavior to their victims in a ROSY VIEW.,They romanticize it, look at it as something clearly the victim is liking and wanting more..Truly, A warped up state of mind.
I am sure that if a person GETS TRULY AWARE OF HOW ABUSIVE AND HARRASING their behavior is, they will hate themselves enough to stop repeating that behavior.

Quoting Chris . Moment to bridge

This is yet another sentence I Quote from a blogger chris who says
QUOTE
"The gap between acting and doing takes but a moment to bridge."
UNQUOTE
VERY TRUE AND WELL SAID

Quoting Chris. Good problems?

I am quoting yet again what this blogger chris wrote in one of his blog entries

Quote
"But that's what hard work will get you...good problems". :)
Unquote
Well said.

Thursday, November 15, 2012

jazz, blues

My voice capacities and improvization will possibly suit a jazz or
blues style of singing...Singing jazz or blues is when I am a the
happiest..One more thing common bn Mr.U and me...:))

cocoon

I think I need to go back into the cocoon now....Maybe, soon, be a
butterfly that flies off to the gardens?

Crying far too much

Thanks to crying each time I recall all the nastiness of Mr.green and
also crying too much after watching each episode of oshin...TOO MUCH
CRYING...I can't do this, Tears are immunoglobulins and loss of tears
means less immunity and given that I already have certain health
issues, low immunity is NOT a good thing AT ALL...
Was reminded of jan 2011, when My mom underwent NEUROSURGERY...I was
crying before and during and after the surgery...I needed so much
emotional support that I actually tried talking to mr.green ...after
swearing that it is only appropriate that I LOSE ALL CONTACT WITH
HIM...Funnily, when I shared the information of my mom's surgery with
him..THE TWISTED IDIOT...slowly opened his shitty mouth and said
something akin to (here I am paraphrasing from memory) " I am not sure
you are telling the truth...Maybe you are making it all up"
hmmmm..sigh....What a weathered jaded twisted mind would surmise that
someone would make up stories about their mother undergoing
NEUROSURGERY...seriously...WTF....
WHEN I SAY I FELT EMOTIONALLY ABUSED BY HIM THE WHOLE TIME THAT I
INTERACTED WITH HIM, this is what I am talking about

Knocked myself out

Knocked myself out with dropping some serious dough on books..I used
to spend so much money on books -both college books and non-college
books while in medschool....STopped at some point when I started using
blogs as my reading material..
ON a whim today..took a DAY LONG SHOPPING TRIP..spent a couple of
hours at the book store..bought MANY books..some gifts for parents and
then sat at the cafe and drank a strawberry crush which btw was no
good(what can an accomplished chef do but like only their finicky
concoctions, :))
Yeah....Spent so much of the money I took along on the books that I
was left with not that much money for the groceries that I intended
to buy...So, all the things I picked up at the grocery store, I left
behind at the counter and went back home to get more money..I come
back and the shop assistants had already eyed my meticulous choices
and flicked some products... LOL..so yeah

Daughter and mother in law

The in-law relationships are very CONFLICTED in any society where
women are FORCED to not have a job outside of the home and so they end
up being so financially dependant on the men of the family , that they
end up personalities that have inculcated habits of emotional
manipulation of the male members of the family and oftentimes
instigating the male members against other female members of the
family who interfere with their self-interest..
Solution to this?
EDUCATE FEMALE CHILDREN, ALLOW THEM TO EARN THEIR OWN LIVING OUTSIDE
OF THEIR HOME..That way, they don't end up as MANIPULATIVE BEGGAR
HOUSEWIVES of the family.

Ridiculously

The first episode of OSHIN starts of with the male slapping the
female..A true representation of how subjugated women are in that
society..where the fuck are the EQUAL RIGHTS?

oshin

The comments on the oshin videos on Youtube made me realize that the
TV series impacted NOT just me, but so many other children of the same
age group all over the world in the same deep manner...I cried just
reading the comments there
I am so so happy that My looooooongest desire to re-watch oshin is
being fulfiled now....Now that I see it as an adult, I seem to notice
so many things that I never bothered to pay attention as a child
Japan for sure is picturesque
Anyways, By the time I ended up watching seven episodes, I had already
cried atleast 11 times..I cried so much and so loudly at the scene
where oshin's father runs on the river bank as she leaves for her
babysitting job.
I also cried each time the granny cried ..reminded me of my granny
Looks like I am missing my family.....tears flowing just as I type this

oshin more details

All I could remember  of  watching the TV SERIES "oshin"  from my childhood were

a/radish rice

b/wooden slippers

c/nappy washing in the river

d/kayo and a scene where an adolescent oshin serves her some brownish
black (alien looking) dessert to kayo

e/some old lady using this wooden abacus

f/paper doors being slided often

Now, 20 years later when I am rewatching it,
First off I realize that I am 33....whoa....not bad..
still feel like a kid, but so many things have happened to me
 since when I first watched oshin at the age of 11 or 10

When I first watched it, I now recall that i watched the US ENGLISH
DUBBED VERSION OF IT.. Now I am watching the japanese version with english subtitles.
A totally different experience...both in terms of language but also
perception because I am noticing so many more things that a child
normally may not perceive or understand or notice...Me as an adult,
watching it again, I am noticing a lot.

I am blogging along as I am watching the series, coz each succeeding episode
stands the danger of erasing the previous episode details

THINGS I NOTICED WHEN I WATCHED OSHIN THIS TIME AROUND ARE

a/The mother of oshin actually went and sat in the snowy river , in an
attempt to ABORT her child (much like American women trying to hurl
themselves off the stairs to abort a pregnancy that was FORCED upon
them pre EQUAL RIGHTS era -which btw stands the danger of getting
erased if American women don't continuously fight for equal rights)

b/The grandma keeps constantly saying that she can't eat coz she is
old and useless ( If you watch japanese movies that are set in an
ancient time period, there are dialogues where one member of the
family is asking other members to eat them up coz there is such
scarcity of food-geezus -cannibalism in the time of famine?)


c/I also notice ,
Radish rice,
snow,
the picturesque beauty of japan,
an era before plastic coated nappies,

and suddenly

 My thoughts go to "what does japan do for garbage disposal ?"  given
that the current day population continue to breed like rabbits,
use a lot of plastic containers that are SINGLE USE and
there is such electronic waste too and
their tiny islands have so much of POPULATION PRESSURE ,
IT BOGGLES MY MIND... Surely they are dumping in the sea and surely it will all float and reach the US WEST COAST , much like how all the fukushima nuclear disaster waste has reached US westcoast after a year

d/Gender discrimination has been a big part of the history of japan
and it still continues to this day, more so in the form of women
speaking and giggling like children instead of confidentaly talking in
adult voices, manga porn and japanese school girl porn and short
skirted jap women being groped in subways and so on and so forth

e/child labor was rampant as recent as 1907 ? really?Hmmmm

f/The ceramics and darkwood tables and cabinets, the paper doors, the
beautiful gardens all are to die for

g/In the first episode of this series, they show scenes from 1983 and
there is this scene where this women first pours out tea from a
THERMOS FLASK into a ceramic tea pot and then proceeds to immediately
pour it into drinking teacups..I am like, " she could have directly
poured it from the thermos to the cups and saved up on washing more
dishes...LOL"

p.s:As I watched further episodes I realize that they use thermosflask to have HOT WATER ready and on hand and then they have leaves in the ceramic pot and then merely pour the hotwater from flask into ceramic pot and thus ensuring FRESHNESS in the brew...mmm...good idea that!

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Fuck up everything he touches

Mr.Green once said to me, "I fuck up everything I touch." and he was true.
Tags:Damage,violation,sadness

Damage

Mr.Green to my life and Damaged me on some level.Yet again,yet another
clueless damaged person whom I let into my life and they ransacked my
peace for as long as I talked to them.
Tags:Mr.Green,damage,violation

Saturday, November 10, 2012

Lana Del Ray's voice and style

I am starting to wonder if her singing voice is the same as her
speaking voice.Her voice is too too deep to be a normal speaking
voice. No?
Interesting bunch of songs I see of her's these days on TV.
Too young (from what I gather from wikipedia,her age!) to write such
deep songs..:)) Good job nevertheless
Tags:music,Music_reviews,lana_del_ray,songs,Falsetto,Singing_voice_versus_speaking_voice,girls

The constantly lying friend?

Tags:trust,Lack_of_trust,Constant_lying,Liars,Misrepresentation,Hiding_truth_is_lying

Friday, November 9, 2012

obama reelected

Was slightly queasy on Nov 6th...Was relieved when I heard the projected results.
2012 -obama re elected.

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