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Friday, March 21, 2014

quote blog-JASON quote about murderous overconsuming hoarders

QUOTE EXTRACTED FROM THIS ORIGINAL BLOG
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/how-to-remove-headache-stains/

START OF QUOTE
And in that moment, they forgot they were made of the same stuff as
the stars, and all the basic elements of Earth. And we've been riding
that wave as murderous, over-consuming, hoarders ever since.
END OF QUOTE

QUOTE BLOG-jason talks about speceism and agricultural revolution and property fights

QUOTE EXTRACTED FROM THIS ORIGINAL BLOG
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/how-to-remove-headache-stains/

START OF QUOTE
Man's obvious dominance has been occurring since the agricultural
revolution more than 10,000 years ago. As someone who dabbles in
farming, I can understand the theory that suggests the same season we
discovered farming was the same season we added property lines and
fences to protect the fruits and vegetables of our labor. The
hunter-gatherer days were behind us from then on, and stock piling
resources became the path to each family's survival. Earning a wage to
pay for food, or land, meant our lords were no longer nature itself,
but other humans. And if animals wanted to eat our food, we'd just
kill them. But if the animal IS food, we'd lock them up and help them
multiply. Farming really showed off our true speciesism and the human
population has exploded exponentially ever since.
END OF QUOTE

QUOTE BLOG-jason talks about food water money and war

QUOTE EXTRACTED FROM THIS ORIGINAL BLOG
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/how-to-remove-headache-stains/

START OF QUOTE
But consider for a moment the fact that in today's world, money =
survival. Not food or water, but money. Why? Because food and water
are behind lock and key and only money (or guns) can open it.
Therefore, so long as food and water are locked up, there will always
be war. Always. And there will always be famine. And poverty. And
somehow we're all okay with that, so long as there's money to be made.
We just shrug and assume this is how life is supposed to go. I think
most of us play along because a) it feels like a game or b) we watch
too much tv/porn to care, or c) it's been going on for so long, it's
not really our fault nor problem to deal with so who wants fries? or
d) all of the above.
END OF QUOTE

QUOTE BLOG-JASON talks about yoga

QUOTE EXTRACTED from this original article
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/the-benefits-of-a-happy-ending/

START OF QUOTE
My request: If there's anyone out there who loves lululemon and knows
anyone at the school districts, speak up on behalf of yoga. It's
basically stretching and isometrics, the same you would find during a
warm-up for square dancing or dodge ball, but organized in a way that
will improve the health and mentality of every practitioner and not
insult them. It's non-aggressive, non-competitive, non-religious, and
nowhere near dangerous. I've never seen anyone sprain an ankle or
break a nose in a yoga class. If anything it teaches compassion,
patience and focus. And humility. If you fart.

END OF QUOTE

kind and giving plunder

KIND AND GIVING ,kind and giving and people just want to plunder the
kind giver till the giver is left with nothing and has to start high
and dry after giving.

videos-singing voice

found videos of myself from 2005 where i seem to have had the wisdom
to record myself singing my favorite songs.boy, I DO SING SO
WELL,BLESS ME!

videos-snacks and jokes

found videos of myself from 2005 making snacks and explaining them and
making giggly jokes while i am at it.No wonder men just fall in love
with me like that

videos-laundry journals

found videos of myself from 2005 doing laundry and doing a video
journal while doing laundry explaining why i love living
alone.awww,cuteness!

videos -elvis

found videos of myself from 2005 where i am sewing and explaining
elvis's lifestory to my mom..I am such a chirpy bird,If i may say so
myself.....awww

Miss olivia-playing for the galleries

Miss olivia-playing for the galleries-
every move is to show everyone she is doing well.
The fact that she feels the need to do that says SHE IS NOT DOING WELL.

CRAZY BOQUET LADY

CRAZY BOQUET LADY,
why so much rejoicing over catching the wedding boquet?
weren't you married before and did you not fuck it up royally?
what?
you want to get married every two years and fuck it all up each time?
or wait , are the sponsors paying you to showcase wedding gear?

Deceptive fuckheads

i don't trust the integrity of people who secretly read my journal and
then come try to talk to me about the same topics i write in my
journal.
Deceptive fuckheads!

dawn on you

it is day one now, and by the tenth day and by the sixth month it will
finally dawn on you that i am gone forever..yet again.coulda shoulda
woulda?

glowing in neverlove

I am glowing in your love these days.
NEVER knew we would meet like this again
after a decade.
NEVER IN MY WILDEST DREAMS

figuring out ten years

at this point in life?
you need me more than i need you!
infact? I DON'T NEED YOU AT ALL.
I figured out how to run my life without you TEN YEARS AGO,
when you left me wondering what happened there!

a confident man

I want a confident guy
who wants me while he is confident.
coz i am worth that.
I don't want a guy who is insecure a
nd chooses me coz he is not confident.
THAT PUTS ME DOWN...i deserve a confident man.

advantageous real

I know i really love you .
there is real love!
But ,the situation almost looks like ,
YOU ARE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ME
and i am taking advantange of you too.

SO, this love we have now?
IT IS NOT REAL.
It is circumstancial.
IT IS REAL but yet not real

lesser

I don't want to feel lesser than somebody else just coz you don't know
how to love properly.

now?

oh, NOW, now you want to marry me?
You DON'T know the value of a good thing when you actually have it ,
but want it after it gets lost?
BLAH!

sleep over this

I am gonna sleep over this each day every night
till finally i can forget this like it never happened.
I OWE THIS FAVOR TO MYSELF.

you and me

i am just UPSET you know ,
i am just upset about a lot of things.
WE COULD HAVE HAD A whole ten years together by now.
A WHOLE ten years of perfect love bliss.
JUST YOU AND ME..
and you went and ruined it by marrying someone else...
(THIS IS MAKING ME CRY, don't you understand)

alone happy!

Maybe i am destined to LIVE ALONE all my life
and this is fine proposition
as long as i have a long HEALTHY LIFE
and i can take care of myself
and do justice to all my talents
and make something out of them..
THAT IS ALL I WANT.
alone makes me happy,actually!

compromising right mind?

You are not in your right mind right now
and neither am i in my right mind right now
judging by what i am feeling
and how i am behaving and
because neither of us is in their right mind,
WE CAN'T CALL THIS LOVE..
this is not love,
THIS IS "COMPROMISE" for both of us

utter

I think of him
and then utter, " my baby!!"
and then i cry some buckets of tears.

I AM SO TOUCHY right now.JUST LEAVE ME ALONE

tattoos and kids

you can remove tattoos
but you can't send a kid back into the womb can you?
AND I LOVE KIDS
and because of that i can't NOT LOVE the kid,
the kid you had with someone else after you left me to fend for myself.
THAT KID, i am going to sit and love ,
coz i innately don't have it in me to NOT LOVE a kid..
because kids warm my heart.

own you for a bit- containing rivers and oceans-the megalomaniac

i wanted to own you a certain way at a certan point in life.
alas, that couldn't happen.
NOW I CAN'T OWN YOU THE WAY I ONCE WANTED.
too much water under the bridge
and who can contain moving water, right?
that is a whole ocean to own if i wanted to own rivers that went under
the bridge .
and that is not possible even if i fancy myself to be a megalomaniac.

not mine anymore

he is sweet
and he is going through a lot,
i can understand ,
but HE IS NOT MINE TO HAVE ANYMORE..(cries profusely)

try me

i did my best.
I TAUGHT YOU WHAT REAL LOVE IS ALL ABOUT .
I told you to try me and i allowed you to try me.
I DID MY BIT.
now i must go,
because if i stayed anymore,
THE REAL ME WILL VANISH
AND I WILL BECOME A SHADOW OF THE REAL ME.
i have nothing left in me to give you without actually losing
something in the process.
SO, i need to go now, i need to go now.

withdrawing power

see, now i know that you do love me..
NOW YOU DO LOVE ME
and now i have all the power in the world
AND I DON''T WANT TO BE THAT PERSON THAT ABUSES POWER.
which is why i am withdrawing.
I JUST DON'T WANT TO BE THAT PERSON

functional depressions

I need to learn a way to STAY FUNCTIONAL even in my deepest of depressions.
I NEED TO CONTINUE TO FUNCTION come rain or shine ;
because life and time are too precious to be wasted like that.

yet again!

now i won't email you anymore.
because you have had enough of my words so far.
words enough to last you a lifetime.
it hurts me to know it won't amount to anything, yet again.

why again!

I don't want to talk to you anymore.
I WILL be RELIEVED when all this finally will be a distant memory.
the faster it fades the better it is for me.
ENOUGH, AND NOT AGAIN and again and again.
why?why again?

happen to

you see,
i want to walk away before you start transforming into that parasitic monster,
the kind of monster i have come to know too well
and I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME
TO ALLOW that kind of emotional abuse happen to me.ever again!

unknowingly

i thought real hard before i started to talk to you again because i
knew I WOULD CRY LIKE I DID .
but i wanted this chance to talk coz i wanted to let you know what
kinda damage you did back then to me, whether knowingly or
unknowingly!

cry baby

anyways i am crying even if am talking to you.
might as well stop talking to you , CRY IT OUT, DRY THE TEARS OUT AND
MOVE ON.seriously!

fiercely lastng

you love just like i do.
YOU LOVE FIERCELY AND PROTECT FIERCELY THE ONE YOU LOVE.
too bad you don't love me and all your fierce protection is reserved for others.
even if you offer me that now, I DON'T WANT IT ANYMORE.
i wanted it once and NOW I DON'T WANT IT,COZ,SEE,someone else offered
their fierce protective love AFTER you left me, love enough to last me
a lifetime and to keep me feeling like a queen for all my life.

overkill

i want you to want me for me..i am worth that , don't you think? i
don't want you want me coz you are lonely.I AM AN OVERKILL for that
purpose

Thursday, March 20, 2014

http://the-not-so-daily-ramble-blog.blogspot.com/2013/12/becoming-35buddhas-enlightenmentand.html #birthday

Monday, March 17, 2014

dating history of stupids

when a guy asks me out, i take one look at his dating history and if
it is filled with stupid women,I REFUSE.Past history is an indicator
of his psyche!

worthless

if you make worthless beings part of your life, your life will become
worthless..everyone needs to be returned from the gate.NEVER LET THEM
IN

free sweets

I am letting every random mother fucker come along to take a lick and
a bite of the free candy i am putting out on my porch.NO MORE FREE
SWEETS HERE.fuck off!

taste

I just gave you a taste of what you didn't get.what you will never get either..

spittoon

do I look like a spittoon to you?

Friday, February 7, 2014

Expletives explained! -C#nt

I always used to think that the expletive CUNT meant just >>>:: a very
manipulative deceptive person" till someone twitter ,pointed out to me
that
Historically,
the word " cunt "
initially meant only VAGINA
and then slowly it became synonymous with a "deceptive manipulative person"
and yet,still,cunt also continues to be used to mean vagina as well!!!

...gasp!

What does that say about the gender_dynamics and gender_sensitization
in english speaking chauvinistic cultures?

#gender_dynamics, #vagina , #expletives_that_are_OFFENSIVE_to_women ,
#female_defamatory_expletives, #expletives

Please note that this article is a double post.it is being posted both on my
ANTIDOTE TO ANGER BLOG
LECINQBLOG.BLOGSPOT.COM
simultaneously,for the benefit of both readers!

European americans!

no one is calling white americans as european americans and funnily
every other immigrant or slave descendant gets a country or continent
tag..Why is that?

Learn everyday!

The more you learn,the more your mind expands and the less ignorant
you become,and learning is a life long effort,you learn everyday!LEARN

The gift of magi syndrome-part 1

British invaders gave native americans #small_pox which wiped out
millions of them.
Native americans gave british invaders tobacco.Tobacco causes cancer
and kills tons of people each year in america and the world today
Whose gift was better?
This is called " the_gift of magi"

#gifts #o_henry #my favorite_writer #the_gift_of_magi

#kenyan people with very poor vocabulary in #swahili to a point where they can be poetic and expressive only in english,makes me just #sad

pre spanish south american languages!

I think,all #Hispanics must try to revive their own native indigenous
languages pre-dating the spanish invasion in the #americas -especially
#mayan,other ancient #tribal languages!

#mayan
#linguistics
#loss_of_linguistic_traditions

Misplaced loyalties

It is funny how illegal immigrant hispanics are busy trying to force
you speak to them in spanish while having forgetten their own
indigenous languages!

The right thing

Doing the right thing and trying to do the right thing and making an
effort always to do the right thing must become very very important to
all of us!

buddha preached #veganism.He was a vegan himself.So,it is ironic to watch #mongoloid_race_buddhists offering meat dishes to #buddha.seriously,what?

#Buddha preached #non_materialism.so,it is #ironic to watch #mongoloid_race_buddhists burning #paper_money infront of #golden_buddhas.gee!

The word BUDDHA is derived from the #sanskrit word BUDDHI which means INTELLECT.So, BUDDHA means the "enlightened one"

women who agree to be #housewives are helping propogate and survive an #ABUSIVE_social_system much akin to #prostitution and #slavery,only,sugar coated!

oh,women will not change their last names after marriage for the same reason that men don't change their last names after marraige #gender_equality

half the world's population is female and by virtue of their very birth and existence,they OWN equal rights,no one need to GIVE them equal rights!

girl kids are born with equal rights and then those equal rights are taken away by chauvinistic societies.Equality is not some favor men are DOING for women!

I want to give birth to #daughters from my very #womb,but,before that,I will personally ensure that there is #gender_equality all over the world!

alarming rate of #extremist_converstion of previously #neutral_minded_religious_followers in #indonesia paving way for #gender_based_dress_prescriptions

i request the saudi king and parliament to amend and female discriminatory laws in their country and become a pioneer in gender equality in the middle east

testes and nipples

testes perk up in cold weather just like nipples.If all women started
staring at men's groins to see if they are perking up in the
cold,maybe then,men will stop staring at women's nipples during a cold
breeze?assholes!

Thursday, February 6, 2014

how to clean your genitalia

this is a very good video demonstration for nurse assistants , on
how to clean male genitalia.
the same method can be employed by men to clean their own genitalia
in the shower each day http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9sT8vdg0PA

#personal_hygeine, #genital_hygeine , #daily_shower, #keep_your_genitalia_clean

y and b

in 2011,mr black adviced me to STOP being so picky and just find
someone while I am still YOUNG and beautiful..SO ESSENTIALLY, i must
use my beauty and youth as a selling point to catch a husband I
suppose?exposes his business like views on love and marriage,no?

conflicted

why am i always so conflicted when it comes to love..either I am
choosing such wrong people that my logical mind then causes the
conflict or maybe i have committment fear or fear of loss of
control.who the bleep knows!

catch 22

You have no idea how much of a catch 22 this is.

unsaid

I cannot acknowledge the unsaid can I now..if you want me to
officially acknowledge it you have to COME OUT and say it to me :)

tire

I can't sit and tire myself out with such people.have i not learned
enough already with mr black and mr green?my time and life MUST MEAN
SOMETHING TO ME.

4

bought a four colored pen at the bookstore and thoroughly enjoying
shifting colors using the shift switch and writing in colors.I AM SUCH
A KID

full mouth cuteness

I saw this little monkey stuff its whole mouth and buccal gutters with
food and continue to chew on tv.SO SO CUTE...just like a human with a
full mouth.so cute

journal-food diary-feb 1 day 1

FEB1 WENT VEGAN AGAIN...HAVING very very successfully and happily been
vegan for 3 years,this time I KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO GO ABOUT IT

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/2014/02/documentary-marathon-mania-earthlings.html my #earthlings #review

http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/2014/02/documentary-marathon-mania-earthlings.html
my #earthlings #review

Tags: #VEGANISM, #VEGANS, #VEGAN ,#ARE_HUMANS_CARNIVORES ,
#FRUITARIAN, #VEGETARIAN, #OVOLACTOVEGETARIAN , #LACTOVEGETARIANISM ,
#BUDDHA , #BUDDISM , #ENVIRONMENTAL_VEGAN, #ETHICAL_VEGAN,
#HEALTH_BUFF_VEGAN ,#EARTHLINGS ,#DOCUMENTARIES_ON_VEGANISM, #HEALTH,
#DAIRY_FARM , #PLIGHT_OF_FARM_ANIMALS , #COWS , #PIGS ,#hens,
#ANIMAL_SLAUGHTER , #HEALTHY_FOOD , #KINDNESS , #COMPASSION ,
#ARE_HUMANS_ALTERING_ECOLOGICAL_BALANCE, #HUMAN_DIET_AND_ECOLOGY ,
#DAIRY_INDUSTRY_AND_AGGRESSIVE_MARKETING,
#AGGRESSIVE_MARKETING_CAMPAIGNS_PROPOGATING_FOOD_FADS,#PROTEIN ,
#ANIMAL_SOURCES_OF_PROTEIN,
#ARE_ANIMAL_SOURCES_OF_PROTEIN_HEALTHY_FOR_HUMANS , #FIBER_IN_DIET,
#PROTEIN_SOURCES_RICH_IN_FIBER ,#DOCUMENTARY, #DOCUMENTARY_REVIEW

Friday, January 31, 2014

http://an-antidote-to-anger.blogspot.com/2011/04/about-kicking-dog-and-passing-buck-of.html #anger #blog #read

Monday, January 27, 2014

journal-twilight monkeys

Just at twilight,right in those minutes when the sun started setting,
family of monkeys jumps onto the tree opposite my balcony and I grab
the camera the take quick pictures before the light fades
Tags: #tropical_countries, #monkeys, #photography, #twilight , #apes ,
#tree , #journal

unfair sacrifices

Expecting someone to make enormous amounts of unfair sacrifices while
you claim to love them is a form of abuse,,a very self centered
selfish kind of "love"

Tags: #love, #selfish , #sacrifice , #self_centered , #chauvinism ,
#chauvinistic_thoughtless_entitlement

journal-10,4,3,2

Jan 21st,we talked for four hours,I cried three times and Puked two times..
I puked because I ate ROTTEN RICE..coz I am a food_poisoning_bravado...
and I cried coz ,complicated stress causes congregated in tears
and we talked,coz,we were hungry for each other .
and then,that night,I imagined making love to him ten times..and each
time I had an orgasm
games of the mind I say!
tags: #mr_purple, #old_love, #youngin_love,
#love,#friends,#old_friends,#orgasms,#masturbation,#crying,#puking,#complicated,#stress

Monday, January 20, 2014

Going silent on me

hmmmmm.
a part of me still wants to talk to you
but most part of me congratulates itself at knowing the right way to
sabotage any rekindling of old connections that was almost happening
these past ten days!
I did it,I ruined it , coz,it is for the best.
ten years over...Just when I thought peace prevailed.
I went all over again and explored old beaus...NOT A GOOD IDEA.
PART of me did it coz it was a sure thing you won't write back..
but you did write back and kept writing back,till i told you not to
I hate it ,i hate it that THE SITUATION is not what i want.so,
hmmm
mmmmmmmm
I am not sure if you are sad too...but I sure am...HUGS
Tags:mr_purple,friendship,love,sadness,break_ups,misunderstanding,silence.

journal-Rhinorrhea,myalgia

The night before last night,a strange feeling at the back of throat
next night,pain on tonsils and blocked nose
now ,rhinorrhea and myalgia
I AM Demonstrating THE TEXTBOOK CHRONOLOGY of viral
colds...apparently,i have NOT managed to catch this virus in 35 years
of my life and now have suddenly come across it?or it is one of those
neuraminidases flu thingie?surface antigen tranformation and all.
whatever...
I am glad,I don't have THAT MUCH myalgia..not that much fever..not
that much discomfort,thanks to the good sleep,good food,good rest and
such.
TAgs:Microbiology,cold,public_health,when_doctors_get_sick,virus,influenza_virus

Journal-blowing nose

So,because of this viral cold,the whole night was spent tossing and
turning ,blowing my nose every ten minutes with my bare fingers while
still half dreaming dreams and then smearing my snot onto my smooth
bedspread while still trying to get some sleep.

it was only serous nasal secretions,not mucus or purulent or
anything...so,it is okay to have smeared like that on the bed..
I could have gotten up and gotten myself a box of tissues or a
handkerchief to blow my nose into,but,see,I just had to do the finger
thing...hmmmm
whatever.
Tags:Journal

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Never be

Never be with someone who uses you to improve their IMAGE,their
credibility and their self esteem.
insecure messed up heads need time alone.
and you want no part of that healing time.
let them do it alone.
I just fear that your attempts at being SAVIOR of damaged women is
going to end up making you JADED and damaged and tempered to stupid
women!

Tags:Mr_u,miss_olivia,advice,friendship,soul_replica,old_love

on your side

I am glad you recognize that I am on your side...good to know your
emotional brain is still functioning right!
Tags:mr_u,old_love,soul_replica,friendship

risky douchebag

At the risk of coming across as a womanizing douchebag to the whole
wide world,I WANT YOU TO BREAK UP WITH HER.
Because,to me,YOUR EMOTIONAL HEALTH is the most important thing.
preservation of your integrity is the most important thing.

break up with her at the risk of being LABELED, "broken bird" and
other such manipulative bullshit labels,people might choose to slap on
you.

why?
it hurts me to watch you be with women who DON'T DESERVE YOU one teeny
weeny bit.
This idiot woman is NOT GOOD ENOUGH for you.
It hurts me to watch you be manipulated emotionally.

I DON'T LIKE FRAUDS and I am afraid,you are only dating fraud after
fraud after fraud AND you definitely DON'T DESERVE to be with frauds!

IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO BE ALONE for as long as it takes,to find the right one?
absolutely not.

BEING ALONE AND EVEN LONELY is just fine.
being lonely and settling down and settling for less is NOT FINE.

hugs,cheers,

others might have to WATCH THEIR WORDS,while talking to you,
I DON'T NEED TO,I can say exactly say what I AM THINKING and I know
you value my advice.

i am your friend ,I am on your side and i want you to do well.
k?
hugs

Tags: Mr_U,Miss_olivia,Fraud,manipulative_women,inadequate_messed_up_women,love,
advice,friendship,soul_replica

http://poetry-and-poise.blogspot.com/search/label/cutest_compliments_from_mr_green

"Cutest compliments from me green to me" series.
This series of articles has been posted on my POETRY AND POISE BLOG..
Feel free to browse around the archives in my other blogs too.
Links to all my blogs can be found at the top of my blog pages right
below the blog header picture.

Tags: #mr_green , #compliments , #cutest_compliments_from_mr_green ,
#12days300pages , #healing_pathway_plan , #erasing_memories , #love ,
#lust , #violation , #love_on_the_internet , #internet_romance ,
#romance , #all_about_mr_green_series #psychology #relationships

The candy underwear idiot!

When you take some fucking IDIOT jumping around in candy underwear and
give her woman of the year award,what you are doing is,you are setting
low standards for women in the music industry and also POOR,low
quality,role models for girl kids in general

The real smart women of america needs to get MORE MEDIA COVERAGE AND
MORE AWARDS and all the candy underwear idiots and the big butted
assholes need to go get some real education.

Tags:chauvinism,idiot_women,Poor_role_models_for_girls,girls_for_STEMM,
feminism,music_industry,hollywood,skewed_sexuality,PBS_MAKERS_OF_AMERICA,women_in_popular_media

The highlight of each of my days nowadays!

John guttag's COM SCI lectures that I take as part of MIT OCW ,each
night ,as the last thing I do before i go off to sleep IS BY FAR,
the highlight of my day..
the best part of my day...
the joy of learning
the enrichment of mind.
thoroughly loving it each day so far.

Tags:john_guttag,people_who_remind_me_of_my_dad,learning, MIT_OCW,
LEARNING,highlight_of_my_day,lifestory,happiness,joy,enlightenment

Not so single,not so perfect

hmmm.so,you are not so single as it appeared now for a just a bit and
not so perfect as it appeared now for just a bit,
so,suddenly I discover,how imporant it is to COME out and ask those
difficult questions,even if it is to some long lost love you meet ten
years later.
Tags:mr_purple,single,perfect,difficult_questions,long_lost_love

Mr.R's plantar fascitis

Mr.r all of a sudden tweets about the plantar fasciitis he has been
ailing from for the past year...So,for a whole year ,his tweets never
REALLY reflected his actual health status?
hmmmmm.
Either ways,he now has STOPPED RUGBY coz he has torn one of his knee
ligaments too.
hmmmm.the rugby man and marathon runner is now totally taking rest?awwww.
TAgs:mr_T,rugby,plantar_fasciitis,marathon,sunshine_in_my_life

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Predicament!

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okay,ten years ago,I really and wholeheartedly thought that he is the one for me.

To the point of showing his pics to my mom and what not..

Even to this day,when i close my eyes and think of him as just a boy with no strings attached and me as just a girl with no strings attached,I FEEL LIKE WE ARE RIGHT FOR EACH OTHER..

which is why,in 2007,when he got married to someone else ,I CRIED..i cried and i felt like he did a mistake.

SEVEN YEARS after that,he is NOW SINGLE,i am now single too...

but see,he was married...he has a kid from that marriage...

and now,we both are single AND YET,i can't be with him,BECAUSE,

I don't want to be someone's consolation prize

I CAN'T BE SOMEONE'S SECOND WIFE...

I CAN'T BE THAT..ever,,,

if i have to become someone's wife..I HAVE TO THEIR FIRST AND ONLY WIFE...

so,yeah,the man whom i thought was the love of my life and a perfect match for me..IS NOW SINGLE and now wants to be with me..AND I am single too,

BUT I CAN'T BE WITH HIM,,because..i was right there for him to have,when he went and married someone else...

so,yeah,I CAN'T BE WITH SOMEONE ,who kinda thought someone else was a better match for him than i was...

sad..

sad

sad sad

coz...when we were both together..for that wee bit of time.I THOUGHT we were perfect for each other...

we still are perfect for each other,BUT ,we can't be together..coz,

FOR SEVEN YEARS,he left me wondering,what went wrong.

i can't be a consolation prize.i can't be a second wife..

i can't be with a divorced man...

i can't be with a man who already had a kid from someone else.

I CAN'T DO THAT..for my own sake and for the sake of my own self esteem.

sO,YEAH,BACK THEN,you were just a boy and i was a just a girl AND WE WERE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER..

we are still the same boy and girl, and we are stil perfect for each other,,but see,

KIDS cannot just be ignored...YOUR KID is a constant reminder of those seven years and that darling kid is such a sweetheart too..I can't be a step mom to that kid.I could be his darling aunt yes,but i can't be his stepmom,,HARD TO DIGEST FOR ME MYSELF.i can't be that.

and I DON'T WANT TO BE THAT THIRD WHEEL..ever.

even if ,now ,it is just you and me,two sad worn out wheels,I still am always going to be that third wheel when it comes to that equation with your ex wife ,and your kid with her and that solid bond that the kid kinda sealed in some way for you both.

even if now ,you are single..WE CAN'T BE TOGETHER..COZ,see,I WAS RIGHT THERE..and we were perfect for each other and you ruined that perfection by marrying someone else..

NOW ,OUR COMING TOGETHER IS ONLY SAD..accidental and sad.

i don't want that

I WANT NEW LOVE.

i want to be with someone to whom i will be the first and only wife ever..

I WANT SOMEONE with no kids and no reminders from the past.

I want someone with no baggage

i can't be with someone who chose someone else,when i was right there and available.,though that someone is possibly perfect for me..

:(((

sad

And yet,I loved you and i love you and I think you are the sweetest man kid i ever knew...the man boy,the sweet simpleton,the smart child.

HUGS,KISSES..i will always love you.

AND NOW,THIS IS MAKING ME CRY...BECAUSE, i can't say no to talk to you and i can't stop being your shoulder to cry and yet,I HAVE TO stop myself real hard FROM GETTING INVOLVED...

crying now

Do you know how much i cried when you said on messenger that you proposed to her?

I BET YOU HAD NO IDEA..

And now you are here,afraid to ask me out and it is written all over your face.

and yet,I HAVE TO SAY NO,say no to the love of my life.

This is what you call a PREDICAMENT.

The stolen phone calls,the birthday wishes,the long voice mails,the silences,the sharing of stories,they are all coming back to my mind in a flash and this is sad and it hurts in a sweet chiding painful way.

tags: #Mr_purple, #Physics , #love ,#love_story , #life , #childhood_love , #EMOTIONS, #young_love , #sharing , #bond

Thursday, December 5, 2013

monsters making me a disbeliever?

i think,
it was my relationship with mr.black that made me suddenly decide not
to want kids and also,over time,to become atheist.
says a lot about the kind of experiences i had due to my association with him.

now,because of mr.green,i don't believe in marriages,engagement
rings,or the happy family photos people post on facebook and social
media..

Both these monsters have given me a glimpse into HOW FAKE IT ALL
IS...and how meaningless it all can be.

mr.black's mere personality and the fact that i got stuck with him in
life,at the prime of my youth, automatically SCIENTIFICALLY proved to
me that a CONCEPT OF GOD cannot be true...
coz,if god really existed,THEN,he or she would not have allowed this to happen.

and for some reason i thought i was going to be stuck with mr.black
forever and no one could get me out of that hell .
and since he was a messed up fuck, i decided that NOT HAVING KIDS was
the only option i had if i had to be stuck with a pedophilic
incestuous closet gay monster with a thousand other flaws that
mr.black was or is!

BOTH MR.BLACK and mr.green have finally made me realize what monster
minds are all about and the fact that I ALLOWED such monsters into my
life is indicator that something is wrong with my emotional
intelligence.

VERY RELIEVED that neither of these men are a part of my life
anymore.and i hope,I LEARNED MY LESSONS..and hope i have the good
sense to NEVER HELP such personalities anymore in life!

Tags:monsters,mr_black,mr_green,deceptions,atheist,agnostic,god,happy_facebook_family_photos,fake,fraud,pedophile,incest,closet_gay_men,assholes,damage,violation,sadness

Adios stupidity

This is almost a journal entry of sorts,hence,am putting it on this blog.

So,yeah,last month,I kinda removed the last blog that was associated with mr.u.
however,his own blog slipped my mind,while deleting all blogs connected to him.
I made a blog note of that moment when i deleted that last blog
connected to him too,just to make a note as to when COMMON-SENSE
finally entered my head!

and well, the next time i opened my READING LIST,his own blog appears
with new entries..."whaaa! oh,I forgot to remove his blog"
hmmmmm.

out of a last desire to not KICK him out of my mind completely,I just
let it be..

Then,out of the blue,I decided to send him a note.
YEAH.
I actually sent him a note last month.

and then within a day of me sending a note to him,HE POST a blog,

he posts something utterly insensitive to the subject matter of my
advice to him in the note i sent him!

either he didnt' get time to read up the note i sent him and he posted
this blog quite oblivious to the advice i sent him in the note...
or infact,he read my note and made a very disrepectful decision of
defiance against my advice and posted that blog entry.

it was a picture...and a picture says a thousand words...
anyways..whichever,whatever.who cares now!

AND

the first thing i uttered in my head when i read that his blog entry
was, "NOW,that is what we call BEING STUPID my friend!"

That is when i realized what a different person he has become..
I am starting to think that probably THIS IS WHAT HE TRULY WAS RIGHT
FROM THE BEGINNING...AND HE PROBABLY HAD A FACADE all this while?

now the true him is coming out?
I don't know.

Anyways,now i understand WHY IT HAS BEEN SO EASY for me to disengage
from him altogether THESE PAST YEARS!

it has been ten years SINCE I FIRST came across this man.about time i think.

So,yeah,just now, a few minutes ago,I DELETED HIS BLOG from my reading list too.

FIN.

adios stupidity?
your stupidity and mine too...

now,i will never know what is happening to him or his world...I HAVE
ZERO CONTACT..

the only time i might get to know something is ,if and when, i see his
name on TV..
and maybe i must cancel my cable too.blah!LOL

tAGS:MR_U,disengagement,goodbyes,lost_friends,soul_replica

Monday, November 18, 2013

MOST READ BLOG ENTRIES FROM MY BLOG http://lecinqblog.blogspot.com/ in the past year!

Here is a list of my top TEN most visited blogs on my LECINQBLOG on blogger..

There are many more blogs entries which are widely visited as well,but I am just keeping the list short and mentioning the top ten entries.

These are stats relevant to only the past year!

When i first registered with blogger,I opened up only FIVE BLOGS and called them as a single unit by aptly naming all five of them together as LECINQBLOG. the word CINQ in french means five.

In the past two years,I felt the need to open up a sixth blog JUST AS AN EFFORT TO ARCHIVE all my tweets and also to accomodate blog topics that wouldn't fit the subject matter of my five other blogs.

Also,i wanted to reclaim THIS BLOG NAME from someone else who tried to open up a defamatory blog on blogspot with the same name as my twitter id!

I tweet both as @lecinQblog and @ypumelfen on twitter and then archive those mini-thoughts on blogger .

Because i tweet prolifically on a variety of topics,I have managed to make a total of eighteen thousand #tweets so far.

I personally perceive EACH OF MY TWEETS as well written #HAIKYU poems- #precise and yet #lyrical sounding and yet managing to be #concise.

it takes #talent to write a great sounding idea in just 140 characters and yet not lose the lyrical quality of your #idea or the #logic of your idea

I take PRIDE in my writing skills- and i take PRIDE in my tweets too.

IDEAS are for sharing.

I tweet with an intention to create #social_change and to inculcuate a #thinking, #scientific, #holistic mindset in our society.

At this point, I have more than A THOUSAND blog entries on LECINQBLOG. BLOGSPOT.COM. and to list a mere TEN out of these thousands is a mere PITTANCE

I am still needing to post the REST OF MY #ARCHIVE.Now,this seems to be a daunting overwhelming task.and I am trying to figure out a less exasperating way to archive them and put them up on a blog where it is available TOPIC WISE, and can be easily read via a #TAG_cloud.

I have had many twitter users tell ME that they would GLADLY BUY A BOOK of my tweets...and infact,I would really like that too and that is also why, I am trying to put out my

#OLD_TWEETS in blog form-just so that people can search for topics and read my opinion ON THOSE ISSUES!

But anyways!

here goes

Under the bus Oct 17, 2012 http://lecinqblog.blogspot.com/2012/10/under-bus.html

The Sexiest line Mr.Green ever sent me Oct 17, 2012 http://lecinqblog.blogspot.com/2012/10/the-sexiest-line-mrgreen-ever-sent-me.html

He has made a choice and I must let him be Oct 17, 2012 http://lecinqblog.blogspot.com/2012/10/he-has-made-choice-and-i-must-let-him-be.html

We fight,we fight,we fight ,we fight Oct 18, 2012 http://lecinqblog.blogspot.com/2012/10/we-fightwe-fightwe-fight-we-fight.html

Won't mind if Mr.U married someone else Dec 13, 2012 http://lecinqblog.blogspot.com/2012/12/wont-mind-if-mru-married-someone-else.html

Quoting Rita -she talks about men who humiliate in... Mar 7, 2013 http://lecinqblog.blogspot.com/2013/03/quoting-rita-she-talks-about-men-who.html

No time He says! Oct 17, 2012 http://lecinqblog.blogspot.com/2012/10/no-time-he-says.html

Scoffing at Older,Ill shapen men!pity mixed fetish... Oct 18, 2012 http://lecinqblog.blogspot.com/2012/10/scoffing-at-olderill-shapen-men.html

My First blog entry on LECINQBLOG Oct 11, 2012 http://lecinqblog.blogspot.com/2012/10/my-first-blog-entry-on-lecinqblog.html

MOST READ BLOG ENTRIES FROM MY BLOG http://the-not-so-daily-ramble-blog.blogspot.com/ in the past year

Here is a list of my top TEN most visited blogs on my not so daily ramble blog.

There are many more blog entries which are widely visited as well,but I am just keeping the list short and mentioning the top ten entries.

These are stats relevant to only the past year!

I write about #politics, #sociology and #linguistics #sociology #anthropology #dream_journals #life_stories #human_rights #culture #countries in my ramble blog.

here goes

MOST READ BLOG ENTRIES FROM MY BLOG http://the-ultimate-vegetarian-cookblog.blogspot.com/ in the past year

Here is a list of my top TEN most visited blogs on my ultimate vegetarian cooking blog.

There are many more blogs entries which are widely visited as well,but I am just keeping the list short and mentioning the top ten entries.

These are stats relevant to only the past year!

I write about #food_science, #food #life_stories_associated_with_food #food_memories #health_articles_about_food and #nutrition in my ultimate vegetarian cookblog.

here goes

MOST READ BLOG ENTRIES FROM MY BLOG http://an-antidote-to-anger.blogspot.com/ in the past year!

Here is a list of my top TEN most visited blogs on my antidote to anger blog.

There are many more blogs entries which are widely visited as well,but I am just keeping the list short and mentioning the top ten entries.

These are stats relevant to only the past year!

I write about #pschiatry, #psychology and #psychosociology in my antidote to anger blog.

here goes

MOST READ BLOG ENTRIES FROM MY BLOG http://poetry-and-poise.blogspot.com/ in the past year

Here is a list of my top TEN most visited blogs on my poetry and poise blog.

There are many more blogs entries which are widely visited as well,but I am just keeping the list short and mentioning the top ten entries.

These are stats relevant to only the past year!Also ,this top ten list DOESN'T include the various blogs that have gotten tens of thousands of google plus shares in the past week.

I write #poetry, #lyrical_prose various stories about #life_memories #romance #lust #life on my poetry and poise blog.

here goes

MOST READ BLOG ENTRIES FROM MY BLOG http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/ in the past year!

Here is a list of my top TEN most visited blogs on my ecology blog.

There are many more blogs entries which are widely visited as well,but I am just keeping the list short and mentioning the top ten entries.

These are stats relevant to only the past year!

I write about #health, #ecology and #environment in my ecology blog.

here goes

Stop using Single serve plastic dinnerware-Use reu... Jul 8, 2010

http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/2010/07/stop-using-single-serve-plastic.html

America,The Vanity factor,Cellulite,Suction cups t... Dec 24, 2009

http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/2009/12/americathe-vanity-factorcellulitesuctio.html

Reuse your yogurt or coffee tubs as storage contai... Mar 21, 2009

http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/2009/03/reuse-your-yogurt-or-coffee-tubs-as.html

A compost pit in your backyard Oct 31, 2008

http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/2008/10/compost-pit-in-your-backyard.html

Porn addiction among males and how it is indirectl... Nov 18, 2009

http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/2009/11/porn-addiction-among-males-and-how-it.html

Cooking gas from compost and animal fecal wastes Mar 27, 2009

http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/2009/03/cooking-gas-from-compost-and-animal.html

Why my ecology posts are simple and very basic Mar 27, 2009

http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/2009/03/why-my-ecology-posts-are-simple-and.html

About Circumcision and STDs -Health post-Vestigial... Mar 27, 2009 http://ecologyblog.blogspot.com/2009/03/about-circumcision-and-stds-health-post.html

Discussing sexual techniques with friends,Kissing ... Dec 24, 2009

http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/2009/12/discussing-sexual-techniques-with.html

Air drying your dishes is a great way to save ener... Feb 21, 2009
http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/2009/02/blog-post.html

Sunday, November 17, 2013

Blog entries from my poetry and poise blog that are doing the google PLUS rounds

Saturday, November 16, 2013

CUT all ties

Well,i removed the last and only blog i had left on my reading list,
which was connected to mr.u...
Now,I WON'T EVEN KNOW what he is up to in life.
Gonna be totally oblivious from now on.
this is for the better,for my emotional health.
This is better and this will enable me to TOTALLY MOVE
FORWARD..leaving behind everyone that are not part of my real life
anymore!
BEST OF LUCK TO ME!

A whopping sixty THOUSAND and eight hundred odd people have google PLUSEd my poetry and poise blog in two days!how?

In the past two days something CURIOUS has happened.
A whopping SIXTY thousand eight hundred and forty eight people have
google plused my
POETRY AND POISE BLOG.
whoa!
GOOGLE kept asking me to join google plus and I have NOT joined so far.
so,I really wonder how my blogs are actually visible on the google
plus network enabling people to GOOGLE PLUS them!
Is my poetry and poise blog being featured on google plus?
What is happening?
baffled,surprised and honored all at the same time.
thanks to all google plus members who have read,liked and google
plused various blog entries of mine!
HONORED .
I do write six different blogs,and you can read all of them here
http://www.blogger.com/profile/15524952530919224387
I also tweet here
twitter.com/lecinqblog
twitter.com/ypumelfen
You can always say hi to me on twitter or email me even.
hugs and cheers to all readers.

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