at the age of 35 ,as a smart female physician,who can make an accurate
diagnosis in 1 min,for me, it was cute to watch second year med
students speculate so much about a simple diagnosis.KIDS!
Thursday, April 3, 2014
pistor purple
I Just read a news article about this pistorius guy(the special
olympics guy) who accidentally shot and killed his gf?
and shockingly the first person that came to my mind is mr purple AND
that scared the shit out of me
olympics guy) who accidentally shot and killed his gf?
and shockingly the first person that came to my mind is mr purple AND
that scared the shit out of me
question stop
DO you know why i stopped asking any questions to mr black beyond a
certain point of our dating duration"?
certain point of our dating duration"?
flat chested player
now, play with your flat chested long haired wife,
go,do that!
that manipulative scheming asshole suits the two faced manipulative
asshole that you are, truly!
go,do that!
that manipulative scheming asshole suits the two faced manipulative
asshole that you are, truly!
repulsive combo
you are, you are irresponsible and you are a womanizer and you are
money crazy and that is replusive combo for me to be around with
money crazy and that is replusive combo for me to be around with
dysfunctionality soup
men like you deserve women like your wife..you both deserve each
other..dysfunctionality soup!
other..dysfunctionality soup!
kid becking
she is gonna keep using the excuse of the kid to keep talking to you
and keep you at her beck and call and i can't sit and watch that each
day,buh bye now!
and keep you at her beck and call and i can't sit and watch that each
day,buh bye now!
train wreck shows
I just said a lot of things and they are all gonna happen and i don't
want to sit there and watch that trainwreck all over again.
TOO MANY TRAINWRECK SHOWS already watched!
want to sit there and watch that trainwreck all over again.
TOO MANY TRAINWRECK SHOWS already watched!
time sharing
with you , exclusivity is NEVER possible ever, coz i now always have
to share your time and attention with your scheming ex..
to share your time and attention with your scheming ex..
jerk protector
YOU THE KIND OF JERK that you seem to claim ,you save other
girlfriends of jerks from ,
and for a little bit there, I WAS THAT GIRLFRIEND of that jerk that is you!
girlfriends of jerks from ,
and for a little bit there, I WAS THAT GIRLFRIEND of that jerk that is you!
SUDDEN ROUNDABOUT
oh ,so now ,you are going pretend to be that "responsible husband" and
i must help you in pretending that way in your "sudden roundabout",
WTF!
i must help you in pretending that way in your "sudden roundabout",
WTF!
protector of feelings
she didn't take any action for the whole year that you slept downstairs
and NOW, she learns to behave,coz you moved out?
and this is the woman whose feelings you are going to protect by not
expressing your feelings to me?
GOOD LUCK WITH THAT FUCKTARD...
and NOW, she learns to behave,coz you moved out?
and this is the woman whose feelings you are going to protect by not
expressing your feelings to me?
GOOD LUCK WITH THAT FUCKTARD...
feet sitter
those are the kind of women you deserve ,buddy,coz,
you have tendencies to disrespect women who are better than those
women whose feet you sit at!
you have tendencies to disrespect women who are better than those
women whose feet you sit at!
decision
i have a lot of things to do with my life and you are not going to be
part of it and it was a good decision to have left you behind ten
years ago.GREAT DECISION.
part of it and it was a good decision to have left you behind ten
years ago.GREAT DECISION.
LESS
what you think IS THAT i deserve is a man who is still in love with
another woman and is only trying to be with me as a distraction from
the pain of having been rejected by her.
NOT THAT she is better than me, but you you make me feel less by
making ME a distraction from such a lesser woman.
another woman and is only trying to be with me as a distraction from
the pain of having been rejected by her.
NOT THAT she is better than me, but you you make me feel less by
making ME a distraction from such a lesser woman.
QUOTE BLOG-quoting michael pollan where he talks about "difficult to make treats"
Here i am quoting michael pollan ( food activist)
here goes
QUOTE
If you've ever made french fries, you have to wash the potatoes, peel
the potatoes, you have to slice the potatoes, you have to fry them in
a lot of oil, you have to spatter your entire stovetop, you have to
clean up and then you have this pot of oil that you have to get rid
of. I mean it's really difficult and it's a pain. They're wonderful,
but it's a pain. And if you make them yourself, you'll only eat them
once every six weeks or two months because it's too much work
UNQUOTE
*****************************************************************************************
tHANKS TO >laughingsquid< FOR POINTING ME TO THIS ARTICLE where i
first read it .
>laughingsquid< a while ago,posted a link to an RSA SHORT where michael pollan explains how people are consuming "difficult to make" treats in large amounts primarily because they are now easily available at stores to buy and eat.
This is a TINY EXCERPT that laughing squid posted on their website
regarding his video and since THIS excerpt PRETTY MUCH , beautifully
summarizes the whole idea of what he is trying to say, I AM JUST
PLAINLY REPOSTING their excerpt as is.
*************************************************************************************
>Laughingsquid< said "This is the link to the ORIGINAL RSA SHORT where Renowned author, journalist and food activist Michael Pollan explains how cooking at home is much healthier than getting food from the outside in this two-and-a-half minute animated RSA short produced by Damn Fine Media."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=N7Ty8HoIEEg
In this RSA short, Food Writer Michael Pollan Explains Why Cooking at
Home is Much Healthier Than Eating Out
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
tags: #Michael_pollan, #obesity_in_america , #obesity_in_the_world ,
#obesity_due_to_food_surplus #desserts #emotional_overeating
#food_porn #food #nutrition
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
This is a simultaneous double post on the following blogs
the-ultimate-vegetarian-cookblog.blogspot.com
lecinqblog.blogspot.com
here goes
QUOTE
If you've ever made french fries, you have to wash the potatoes, peel
the potatoes, you have to slice the potatoes, you have to fry them in
a lot of oil, you have to spatter your entire stovetop, you have to
clean up and then you have this pot of oil that you have to get rid
of. I mean it's really difficult and it's a pain. They're wonderful,
but it's a pain. And if you make them yourself, you'll only eat them
once every six weeks or two months because it's too much work
UNQUOTE
*****************************************************************************************
tHANKS TO >laughingsquid< FOR POINTING ME TO THIS ARTICLE where i
first read it .
>laughingsquid< a while ago,posted a link to an RSA SHORT where michael pollan explains how people are consuming "difficult to make" treats in large amounts primarily because they are now easily available at stores to buy and eat.
This is a TINY EXCERPT that laughing squid posted on their website
regarding his video and since THIS excerpt PRETTY MUCH , beautifully
summarizes the whole idea of what he is trying to say, I AM JUST
PLAINLY REPOSTING their excerpt as is.
*************************************************************************************
>Laughingsquid< said "This is the link to the ORIGINAL RSA SHORT where Renowned author, journalist and food activist Michael Pollan explains how cooking at home is much healthier than getting food from the outside in this two-and-a-half minute animated RSA short produced by Damn Fine Media."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=N7Ty8HoIEEg
In this RSA short, Food Writer Michael Pollan Explains Why Cooking at
Home is Much Healthier Than Eating Out
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
tags: #Michael_pollan, #obesity_in_america , #obesity_in_the_world ,
#obesity_due_to_food_surplus #desserts #emotional_overeating
#food_porn #food #nutrition
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
This is a simultaneous double post on the following blogs
the-ultimate-vegetarian-cookblog.blogspot.com
lecinqblog.blogspot.com
Friday, March 21, 2014
Feb journals in march-same eyes
each time i see a good picture of mr.u, I note that his eyes are the
exact shape and the exact color down to the dark ring at the edge and
exact shade of brown as mine...wow.spooky
exact shape and the exact color down to the dark ring at the edge and
exact shade of brown as mine...wow.spooky
Feb journals in march-buck tooth rotten mouth kiss
I am itching to ask.how does it feel to kiss someone with buck teeth
and periodontitis with poor oral hygeine.also someone with a lot of
baggage to boot
and periodontitis with poor oral hygeine.also someone with a lot of
baggage to boot
Feb journals in march-stalker galore
I am definitely not going to interact with you on public platforms in
full view of your stalkers, coz they start stalking me too.I hate
invasion of my privacy
full view of your stalkers, coz they start stalking me too.I hate
invasion of my privacy
QUOTE BLOG-jason talks about guitar learning
quote extracted from this original article
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/correction-centered/
START OF QUOTE
When I first picked up a guitar at 17, my fingers hurt, and my head
couldn't fathom how the fret-board worked. Becoming a guitar player
seemed insurmountable, but I wanted to sing and accompany myself, and
the guitar was the sexiest fit for the nomadic lifestyle I was
choosing. It was a rough start with slow forming, out-of-tune chords,
but compassion for myself kept the guitar buzzing on my lap while I
hummed thoughts higher than any reason to quit. The silent agreement I
made with my soul was that I'd allow myself to suffer until I was 40.
And by that, I would not let any scowls of disapproval from family or
community distract me from my goal of becoming a guitar player.
Compassion gave me the green light.
END OF QUOTE
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/correction-centered/
START OF QUOTE
When I first picked up a guitar at 17, my fingers hurt, and my head
couldn't fathom how the fret-board worked. Becoming a guitar player
seemed insurmountable, but I wanted to sing and accompany myself, and
the guitar was the sexiest fit for the nomadic lifestyle I was
choosing. It was a rough start with slow forming, out-of-tune chords,
but compassion for myself kept the guitar buzzing on my lap while I
hummed thoughts higher than any reason to quit. The silent agreement I
made with my soul was that I'd allow myself to suffer until I was 40.
And by that, I would not let any scowls of disapproval from family or
community distract me from my goal of becoming a guitar player.
Compassion gave me the green light.
END OF QUOTE
QUOTE BLOG-jason quotes cooperation and compassion
quote extracted from this original article
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/correction-centered/
START OF QUOTE
Where I wrote "cooperation" would be the #1 best thing we could be
doing to better the environment and save humanity, I would like to
change that to Compassion. With compassion, the understanding or
empathy for the suffering of others, cooperation would naturally
follow suit
END OF QUOTE
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/correction-centered/
START OF QUOTE
Where I wrote "cooperation" would be the #1 best thing we could be
doing to better the environment and save humanity, I would like to
change that to Compassion. With compassion, the understanding or
empathy for the suffering of others, cooperation would naturally
follow suit
END OF QUOTE
QUOTE BLOG-jason quote belief systems and bickering
QUOTE EXTRACTED FROM THIS ORIGINAL BLOG
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/how-to-remove-headache-stains/
START OF QUOTE
Maybe I'll finally have a solid belief system by then. Or not. Beliefs
don't equal survival either. If anything, certainty of one's beliefs
only leads to bickering. (and that I am certain.) See any thread of
online news comments, or even the comments to follow this lengthy
labyrinth of an op-ed for proof. But whether I think my glass is half
full or half empty, which varies almost daily, I'm just glad there's
still something in the glass to drink. I've got pills to swallow after
all. And toasts to make.
END OF QUOTE
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/how-to-remove-headache-stains/
START OF QUOTE
Maybe I'll finally have a solid belief system by then. Or not. Beliefs
don't equal survival either. If anything, certainty of one's beliefs
only leads to bickering. (and that I am certain.) See any thread of
online news comments, or even the comments to follow this lengthy
labyrinth of an op-ed for proof. But whether I think my glass is half
full or half empty, which varies almost daily, I'm just glad there's
still something in the glass to drink. I've got pills to swallow after
all. And toasts to make.
END OF QUOTE
QUOTE BLOG-jason quote aholes and multipel choice lists
QUOTE EXTRACTED FROM THIS ORIGINAL BLOG
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/how-to-remove-headache-stains/
START OF QUOTE
Humans aren't a-holes by nature. A-holeness is a bi-product of a) not
wanting to do the work, b) hoping that our money or weapons will do
the heavy lifting for us, c) assuming we're separate from each other,
and d) making multiple choice lists.
END OF QUOTE
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/how-to-remove-headache-stains/
START OF QUOTE
Humans aren't a-holes by nature. A-holeness is a bi-product of a) not
wanting to do the work, b) hoping that our money or weapons will do
the heavy lifting for us, c) assuming we're separate from each other,
and d) making multiple choice lists.
END OF QUOTE
quote blog-JASON quote about murderous overconsuming hoarders
QUOTE EXTRACTED FROM THIS ORIGINAL BLOG
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/how-to-remove-headache-stains/
START OF QUOTE
And in that moment, they forgot they were made of the same stuff as
the stars, and all the basic elements of Earth. And we've been riding
that wave as murderous, over-consuming, hoarders ever since.
END OF QUOTE
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/how-to-remove-headache-stains/
START OF QUOTE
And in that moment, they forgot they were made of the same stuff as
the stars, and all the basic elements of Earth. And we've been riding
that wave as murderous, over-consuming, hoarders ever since.
END OF QUOTE
QUOTE BLOG-jason talks about speceism and agricultural revolution and property fights
QUOTE EXTRACTED FROM THIS ORIGINAL BLOG
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/how-to-remove-headache-stains/
START OF QUOTE
Man's obvious dominance has been occurring since the agricultural
revolution more than 10,000 years ago. As someone who dabbles in
farming, I can understand the theory that suggests the same season we
discovered farming was the same season we added property lines and
fences to protect the fruits and vegetables of our labor. The
hunter-gatherer days were behind us from then on, and stock piling
resources became the path to each family's survival. Earning a wage to
pay for food, or land, meant our lords were no longer nature itself,
but other humans. And if animals wanted to eat our food, we'd just
kill them. But if the animal IS food, we'd lock them up and help them
multiply. Farming really showed off our true speciesism and the human
population has exploded exponentially ever since.
END OF QUOTE
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/how-to-remove-headache-stains/
START OF QUOTE
Man's obvious dominance has been occurring since the agricultural
revolution more than 10,000 years ago. As someone who dabbles in
farming, I can understand the theory that suggests the same season we
discovered farming was the same season we added property lines and
fences to protect the fruits and vegetables of our labor. The
hunter-gatherer days were behind us from then on, and stock piling
resources became the path to each family's survival. Earning a wage to
pay for food, or land, meant our lords were no longer nature itself,
but other humans. And if animals wanted to eat our food, we'd just
kill them. But if the animal IS food, we'd lock them up and help them
multiply. Farming really showed off our true speciesism and the human
population has exploded exponentially ever since.
END OF QUOTE
QUOTE BLOG-jason talks about food water money and war
QUOTE EXTRACTED FROM THIS ORIGINAL BLOG
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/how-to-remove-headache-stains/
START OF QUOTE
But consider for a moment the fact that in today's world, money =
survival. Not food or water, but money. Why? Because food and water
are behind lock and key and only money (or guns) can open it.
Therefore, so long as food and water are locked up, there will always
be war. Always. And there will always be famine. And poverty. And
somehow we're all okay with that, so long as there's money to be made.
We just shrug and assume this is how life is supposed to go. I think
most of us play along because a) it feels like a game or b) we watch
too much tv/porn to care, or c) it's been going on for so long, it's
not really our fault nor problem to deal with so who wants fries? or
d) all of the above.
END OF QUOTE
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/how-to-remove-headache-stains/
START OF QUOTE
But consider for a moment the fact that in today's world, money =
survival. Not food or water, but money. Why? Because food and water
are behind lock and key and only money (or guns) can open it.
Therefore, so long as food and water are locked up, there will always
be war. Always. And there will always be famine. And poverty. And
somehow we're all okay with that, so long as there's money to be made.
We just shrug and assume this is how life is supposed to go. I think
most of us play along because a) it feels like a game or b) we watch
too much tv/porn to care, or c) it's been going on for so long, it's
not really our fault nor problem to deal with so who wants fries? or
d) all of the above.
END OF QUOTE
QUOTE BLOG-JASON talks about yoga
QUOTE EXTRACTED from this original article
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/the-benefits-of-a-happy-ending/
START OF QUOTE
My request: If there's anyone out there who loves lululemon and knows
anyone at the school districts, speak up on behalf of yoga. It's
basically stretching and isometrics, the same you would find during a
warm-up for square dancing or dodge ball, but organized in a way that
will improve the health and mentality of every practitioner and not
insult them. It's non-aggressive, non-competitive, non-religious, and
nowhere near dangerous. I've never seen anyone sprain an ankle or
break a nose in a yoga class. If anything it teaches compassion,
patience and focus. And humility. If you fart.
END OF QUOTE
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2013/the-benefits-of-a-happy-ending/
START OF QUOTE
My request: If there's anyone out there who loves lululemon and knows
anyone at the school districts, speak up on behalf of yoga. It's
basically stretching and isometrics, the same you would find during a
warm-up for square dancing or dodge ball, but organized in a way that
will improve the health and mentality of every practitioner and not
insult them. It's non-aggressive, non-competitive, non-religious, and
nowhere near dangerous. I've never seen anyone sprain an ankle or
break a nose in a yoga class. If anything it teaches compassion,
patience and focus. And humility. If you fart.
END OF QUOTE
kind and giving plunder
KIND AND GIVING ,kind and giving and people just want to plunder the
kind giver till the giver is left with nothing and has to start high
and dry after giving.
kind giver till the giver is left with nothing and has to start high
and dry after giving.
videos-singing voice
found videos of myself from 2005 where i seem to have had the wisdom
to record myself singing my favorite songs.boy, I DO SING SO
WELL,BLESS ME!
to record myself singing my favorite songs.boy, I DO SING SO
WELL,BLESS ME!
videos-snacks and jokes
found videos of myself from 2005 making snacks and explaining them and
making giggly jokes while i am at it.No wonder men just fall in love
with me like that
making giggly jokes while i am at it.No wonder men just fall in love
with me like that
videos-laundry journals
found videos of myself from 2005 doing laundry and doing a video
journal while doing laundry explaining why i love living
alone.awww,cuteness!
journal while doing laundry explaining why i love living
alone.awww,cuteness!
videos -elvis
found videos of myself from 2005 where i am sewing and explaining
elvis's lifestory to my mom..I am such a chirpy bird,If i may say so
myself.....awww
elvis's lifestory to my mom..I am such a chirpy bird,If i may say so
myself.....awww
Miss olivia-playing for the galleries
Miss olivia-playing for the galleries-
every move is to show everyone she is doing well.
The fact that she feels the need to do that says SHE IS NOT DOING WELL.
every move is to show everyone she is doing well.
The fact that she feels the need to do that says SHE IS NOT DOING WELL.
CRAZY BOQUET LADY
CRAZY BOQUET LADY,
why so much rejoicing over catching the wedding boquet?
weren't you married before and did you not fuck it up royally?
what?
you want to get married every two years and fuck it all up each time?
or wait , are the sponsors paying you to showcase wedding gear?
why so much rejoicing over catching the wedding boquet?
weren't you married before and did you not fuck it up royally?
what?
you want to get married every two years and fuck it all up each time?
or wait , are the sponsors paying you to showcase wedding gear?
Deceptive fuckheads
i don't trust the integrity of people who secretly read my journal and
then come try to talk to me about the same topics i write in my
journal.
Deceptive fuckheads!
then come try to talk to me about the same topics i write in my
journal.
Deceptive fuckheads!
dawn on you
it is day one now, and by the tenth day and by the sixth month it will
finally dawn on you that i am gone forever..yet again.coulda shoulda
woulda?
finally dawn on you that i am gone forever..yet again.coulda shoulda
woulda?
glowing in neverlove
I am glowing in your love these days.
NEVER knew we would meet like this again
after a decade.
NEVER IN MY WILDEST DREAMS
NEVER knew we would meet like this again
after a decade.
NEVER IN MY WILDEST DREAMS
figuring out ten years
at this point in life?
you need me more than i need you!
infact? I DON'T NEED YOU AT ALL.
I figured out how to run my life without you TEN YEARS AGO,
when you left me wondering what happened there!
you need me more than i need you!
infact? I DON'T NEED YOU AT ALL.
I figured out how to run my life without you TEN YEARS AGO,
when you left me wondering what happened there!
a confident man
I want a confident guy
who wants me while he is confident.
coz i am worth that.
I don't want a guy who is insecure a
nd chooses me coz he is not confident.
THAT PUTS ME DOWN...i deserve a confident man.
who wants me while he is confident.
coz i am worth that.
I don't want a guy who is insecure a
nd chooses me coz he is not confident.
THAT PUTS ME DOWN...i deserve a confident man.
advantageous real
I know i really love you .
there is real love!
But ,the situation almost looks like ,
YOU ARE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ME
and i am taking advantange of you too.
SO, this love we have now?
IT IS NOT REAL.
It is circumstancial.
IT IS REAL but yet not real
there is real love!
But ,the situation almost looks like ,
YOU ARE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ME
and i am taking advantange of you too.
SO, this love we have now?
IT IS NOT REAL.
It is circumstancial.
IT IS REAL but yet not real
now?
oh, NOW, now you want to marry me?
You DON'T know the value of a good thing when you actually have it ,
but want it after it gets lost?
BLAH!
You DON'T know the value of a good thing when you actually have it ,
but want it after it gets lost?
BLAH!
sleep over this
I am gonna sleep over this each day every night
till finally i can forget this like it never happened.
I OWE THIS FAVOR TO MYSELF.
till finally i can forget this like it never happened.
I OWE THIS FAVOR TO MYSELF.
you and me
i am just UPSET you know ,
i am just upset about a lot of things.
WE COULD HAVE HAD A whole ten years together by now.
A WHOLE ten years of perfect love bliss.
JUST YOU AND ME..
and you went and ruined it by marrying someone else...
(THIS IS MAKING ME CRY, don't you understand)
i am just upset about a lot of things.
WE COULD HAVE HAD A whole ten years together by now.
A WHOLE ten years of perfect love bliss.
JUST YOU AND ME..
and you went and ruined it by marrying someone else...
(THIS IS MAKING ME CRY, don't you understand)
alone happy!
Maybe i am destined to LIVE ALONE all my life
and this is fine proposition
as long as i have a long HEALTHY LIFE
and i can take care of myself
and do justice to all my talents
and make something out of them..
THAT IS ALL I WANT.
alone makes me happy,actually!
and this is fine proposition
as long as i have a long HEALTHY LIFE
and i can take care of myself
and do justice to all my talents
and make something out of them..
THAT IS ALL I WANT.
alone makes me happy,actually!
compromising right mind?
You are not in your right mind right now
and neither am i in my right mind right now
judging by what i am feeling
and how i am behaving and
because neither of us is in their right mind,
WE CAN'T CALL THIS LOVE..
this is not love,
THIS IS "COMPROMISE" for both of us
and neither am i in my right mind right now
judging by what i am feeling
and how i am behaving and
because neither of us is in their right mind,
WE CAN'T CALL THIS LOVE..
this is not love,
THIS IS "COMPROMISE" for both of us
utter
I think of him
and then utter, " my baby!!"
and then i cry some buckets of tears.
I AM SO TOUCHY right now.JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
and then utter, " my baby!!"
and then i cry some buckets of tears.
I AM SO TOUCHY right now.JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
tattoos and kids
you can remove tattoos
but you can't send a kid back into the womb can you?
AND I LOVE KIDS
and because of that i can't NOT LOVE the kid,
the kid you had with someone else after you left me to fend for myself.
THAT KID, i am going to sit and love ,
coz i innately don't have it in me to NOT LOVE a kid..
because kids warm my heart.
but you can't send a kid back into the womb can you?
AND I LOVE KIDS
and because of that i can't NOT LOVE the kid,
the kid you had with someone else after you left me to fend for myself.
THAT KID, i am going to sit and love ,
coz i innately don't have it in me to NOT LOVE a kid..
because kids warm my heart.
own you for a bit- containing rivers and oceans-the megalomaniac
i wanted to own you a certain way at a certan point in life.
alas, that couldn't happen.
NOW I CAN'T OWN YOU THE WAY I ONCE WANTED.
too much water under the bridge
and who can contain moving water, right?
that is a whole ocean to own if i wanted to own rivers that went under
the bridge .
and that is not possible even if i fancy myself to be a megalomaniac.
alas, that couldn't happen.
NOW I CAN'T OWN YOU THE WAY I ONCE WANTED.
too much water under the bridge
and who can contain moving water, right?
that is a whole ocean to own if i wanted to own rivers that went under
the bridge .
and that is not possible even if i fancy myself to be a megalomaniac.
not mine anymore
he is sweet
and he is going through a lot,
i can understand ,
but HE IS NOT MINE TO HAVE ANYMORE..(cries profusely)
and he is going through a lot,
i can understand ,
but HE IS NOT MINE TO HAVE ANYMORE..(cries profusely)
try me
i did my best.
I TAUGHT YOU WHAT REAL LOVE IS ALL ABOUT .
I told you to try me and i allowed you to try me.
I DID MY BIT.
now i must go,
because if i stayed anymore,
THE REAL ME WILL VANISH
AND I WILL BECOME A SHADOW OF THE REAL ME.
i have nothing left in me to give you without actually losing
something in the process.
SO, i need to go now, i need to go now.
I TAUGHT YOU WHAT REAL LOVE IS ALL ABOUT .
I told you to try me and i allowed you to try me.
I DID MY BIT.
now i must go,
because if i stayed anymore,
THE REAL ME WILL VANISH
AND I WILL BECOME A SHADOW OF THE REAL ME.
i have nothing left in me to give you without actually losing
something in the process.
SO, i need to go now, i need to go now.
withdrawing power
see, now i know that you do love me..
NOW YOU DO LOVE ME
and now i have all the power in the world
AND I DON''T WANT TO BE THAT PERSON THAT ABUSES POWER.
which is why i am withdrawing.
I JUST DON'T WANT TO BE THAT PERSON
NOW YOU DO LOVE ME
and now i have all the power in the world
AND I DON''T WANT TO BE THAT PERSON THAT ABUSES POWER.
which is why i am withdrawing.
I JUST DON'T WANT TO BE THAT PERSON
functional depressions
I need to learn a way to STAY FUNCTIONAL even in my deepest of depressions.
I NEED TO CONTINUE TO FUNCTION come rain or shine ;
because life and time are too precious to be wasted like that.
I NEED TO CONTINUE TO FUNCTION come rain or shine ;
because life and time are too precious to be wasted like that.
yet again!
now i won't email you anymore.
because you have had enough of my words so far.
words enough to last you a lifetime.
it hurts me to know it won't amount to anything, yet again.
because you have had enough of my words so far.
words enough to last you a lifetime.
it hurts me to know it won't amount to anything, yet again.
why again!
I don't want to talk to you anymore.
I WILL be RELIEVED when all this finally will be a distant memory.
the faster it fades the better it is for me.
ENOUGH, AND NOT AGAIN and again and again.
why?why again?
I WILL be RELIEVED when all this finally will be a distant memory.
the faster it fades the better it is for me.
ENOUGH, AND NOT AGAIN and again and again.
why?why again?
happen to
you see,
i want to walk away before you start transforming into that parasitic monster,
the kind of monster i have come to know too well
and I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME
TO ALLOW that kind of emotional abuse happen to me.ever again!
i want to walk away before you start transforming into that parasitic monster,
the kind of monster i have come to know too well
and I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME
TO ALLOW that kind of emotional abuse happen to me.ever again!
unknowingly
i thought real hard before i started to talk to you again because i
knew I WOULD CRY LIKE I DID .
but i wanted this chance to talk coz i wanted to let you know what
kinda damage you did back then to me, whether knowingly or
unknowingly!
knew I WOULD CRY LIKE I DID .
but i wanted this chance to talk coz i wanted to let you know what
kinda damage you did back then to me, whether knowingly or
unknowingly!
cry baby
anyways i am crying even if am talking to you.
might as well stop talking to you , CRY IT OUT, DRY THE TEARS OUT AND
MOVE ON.seriously!
might as well stop talking to you , CRY IT OUT, DRY THE TEARS OUT AND
MOVE ON.seriously!
fiercely lastng
you love just like i do.
YOU LOVE FIERCELY AND PROTECT FIERCELY THE ONE YOU LOVE.
too bad you don't love me and all your fierce protection is reserved for others.
even if you offer me that now, I DON'T WANT IT ANYMORE.
i wanted it once and NOW I DON'T WANT IT,COZ,SEE,someone else offered
their fierce protective love AFTER you left me, love enough to last me
a lifetime and to keep me feeling like a queen for all my life.
YOU LOVE FIERCELY AND PROTECT FIERCELY THE ONE YOU LOVE.
too bad you don't love me and all your fierce protection is reserved for others.
even if you offer me that now, I DON'T WANT IT ANYMORE.
i wanted it once and NOW I DON'T WANT IT,COZ,SEE,someone else offered
their fierce protective love AFTER you left me, love enough to last me
a lifetime and to keep me feeling like a queen for all my life.
overkill
i want you to want me for me..i am worth that , don't you think? i
don't want you want me coz you are lonely.I AM AN OVERKILL for that
purpose
don't want you want me coz you are lonely.I AM AN OVERKILL for that
purpose
Thursday, March 20, 2014
Monday, March 17, 2014
dating history of stupids
when a guy asks me out, i take one look at his dating history and if
it is filled with stupid women,I REFUSE.Past history is an indicator
of his psyche!
it is filled with stupid women,I REFUSE.Past history is an indicator
of his psyche!
worthless
if you make worthless beings part of your life, your life will become
worthless..everyone needs to be returned from the gate.NEVER LET THEM
IN
worthless..everyone needs to be returned from the gate.NEVER LET THEM
IN
free sweets
I am letting every random mother fucker come along to take a lick and
a bite of the free candy i am putting out on my porch.NO MORE FREE
SWEETS HERE.fuck off!
a bite of the free candy i am putting out on my porch.NO MORE FREE
SWEETS HERE.fuck off!
Friday, February 7, 2014
Expletives explained! -C#nt
I always used to think that the expletive CUNT meant just >>>:: a very
manipulative deceptive person" till someone twitter ,pointed out to me
that
Historically,
the word " cunt "
initially meant only VAGINA
and then slowly it became synonymous with a "deceptive manipulative person"
and yet,still,cunt also continues to be used to mean vagina as well!!!
...gasp!
What does that say about the gender_dynamics and gender_sensitization
in english speaking chauvinistic cultures?
#gender_dynamics, #vagina , #expletives_that_are_OFFENSIVE_to_women ,
#female_defamatory_expletives, #expletives
Please note that this article is a double post.it is being posted both on my
ANTIDOTE TO ANGER BLOG
LECINQBLOG.BLOGSPOT.COM
simultaneously,for the benefit of both readers!
manipulative deceptive person" till someone twitter ,pointed out to me
that
Historically,
the word " cunt "
initially meant only VAGINA
and then slowly it became synonymous with a "deceptive manipulative person"
and yet,still,cunt also continues to be used to mean vagina as well!!!
...gasp!
What does that say about the gender_dynamics and gender_sensitization
in english speaking chauvinistic cultures?
#gender_dynamics, #vagina , #expletives_that_are_OFFENSIVE_to_women ,
#female_defamatory_expletives, #expletives
Please note that this article is a double post.it is being posted both on my
ANTIDOTE TO ANGER BLOG
LECINQBLOG.BLOGSPOT.COM
simultaneously,for the benefit of both readers!
European americans!
no one is calling white americans as european americans and funnily
every other immigrant or slave descendant gets a country or continent
tag..Why is that?
every other immigrant or slave descendant gets a country or continent
tag..Why is that?
Learn everyday!
The more you learn,the more your mind expands and the less ignorant
you become,and learning is a life long effort,you learn everyday!LEARN
you become,and learning is a life long effort,you learn everyday!LEARN
The gift of magi syndrome-part 1
British invaders gave native americans #small_pox which wiped out
millions of them.
Native americans gave british invaders tobacco.Tobacco causes cancer
and kills tons of people each year in america and the world today
Whose gift was better?
This is called " the_gift of magi"
#gifts #o_henry #my favorite_writer #the_gift_of_magi
millions of them.
Native americans gave british invaders tobacco.Tobacco causes cancer
and kills tons of people each year in america and the world today
Whose gift was better?
This is called " the_gift of magi"
#gifts #o_henry #my favorite_writer #the_gift_of_magi
pre spanish south american languages!
I think,all #Hispanics must try to revive their own native indigenous
languages pre-dating the spanish invasion in the #americas -especially
#mayan,other ancient #tribal languages!
#mayan
#linguistics
#loss_of_linguistic_traditions
languages pre-dating the spanish invasion in the #americas -especially
#mayan,other ancient #tribal languages!
#mayan
#linguistics
#loss_of_linguistic_traditions
Misplaced loyalties
It is funny how illegal immigrant hispanics are busy trying to force
you speak to them in spanish while having forgetten their own
indigenous languages!
you speak to them in spanish while having forgetten their own
indigenous languages!
The right thing
Doing the right thing and trying to do the right thing and making an
effort always to do the right thing must become very very important to
all of us!
effort always to do the right thing must become very very important to
all of us!
testes and nipples
testes perk up in cold weather just like nipples.If all women started
staring at men's groins to see if they are perking up in the
cold,maybe then,men will stop staring at women's nipples during a cold
breeze?assholes!
staring at men's groins to see if they are perking up in the
cold,maybe then,men will stop staring at women's nipples during a cold
breeze?assholes!
Thursday, February 6, 2014
how to clean your genitalia
this is a very good video demonstration for nurse assistants , on
how to clean male genitalia.
the same method can be employed by men to clean their own genitalia
in the shower each day http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9sT8vdg0PA
#personal_hygeine, #genital_hygeine , #daily_shower, #keep_your_genitalia_clean
how to clean male genitalia.
the same method can be employed by men to clean their own genitalia
in the shower each day http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9sT8vdg0PA
#personal_hygeine, #genital_hygeine , #daily_shower, #keep_your_genitalia_clean
y and b
in 2011,mr black adviced me to STOP being so picky and just find
someone while I am still YOUNG and beautiful..SO ESSENTIALLY, i must
use my beauty and youth as a selling point to catch a husband I
suppose?exposes his business like views on love and marriage,no?
someone while I am still YOUNG and beautiful..SO ESSENTIALLY, i must
use my beauty and youth as a selling point to catch a husband I
suppose?exposes his business like views on love and marriage,no?
conflicted
why am i always so conflicted when it comes to love..either I am
choosing such wrong people that my logical mind then causes the
conflict or maybe i have committment fear or fear of loss of
control.who the bleep knows!
choosing such wrong people that my logical mind then causes the
conflict or maybe i have committment fear or fear of loss of
control.who the bleep knows!
unsaid
I cannot acknowledge the unsaid can I now..if you want me to
officially acknowledge it you have to COME OUT and say it to me :)
officially acknowledge it you have to COME OUT and say it to me :)
tire
I can't sit and tire myself out with such people.have i not learned
enough already with mr black and mr green?my time and life MUST MEAN
SOMETHING TO ME.
enough already with mr black and mr green?my time and life MUST MEAN
SOMETHING TO ME.
4
bought a four colored pen at the bookstore and thoroughly enjoying
shifting colors using the shift switch and writing in colors.I AM SUCH
A KID
shifting colors using the shift switch and writing in colors.I AM SUCH
A KID
full mouth cuteness
I saw this little monkey stuff its whole mouth and buccal gutters with
food and continue to chew on tv.SO SO CUTE...just like a human with a
full mouth.so cute
food and continue to chew on tv.SO SO CUTE...just like a human with a
full mouth.so cute
journal-food diary-feb 1 day 1
FEB1 WENT VEGAN AGAIN...HAVING very very successfully and happily been
vegan for 3 years,this time I KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO GO ABOUT IT
vegan for 3 years,this time I KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO GO ABOUT IT
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/2014/02/documentary-marathon-mania-earthlings.html my #earthlings #review
http://ecology-blog.blogspot.com/2014/02/documentary-marathon-mania-earthlings.html
my #earthlings #review
Tags: #VEGANISM, #VEGANS, #VEGAN ,#ARE_HUMANS_CARNIVORES ,
#FRUITARIAN, #VEGETARIAN, #OVOLACTOVEGETARIAN , #LACTOVEGETARIANISM ,
#BUDDHA , #BUDDISM , #ENVIRONMENTAL_VEGAN, #ETHICAL_VEGAN,
#HEALTH_BUFF_VEGAN ,#EARTHLINGS ,#DOCUMENTARIES_ON_VEGANISM, #HEALTH,
#DAIRY_FARM , #PLIGHT_OF_FARM_ANIMALS , #COWS , #PIGS ,#hens,
#ANIMAL_SLAUGHTER , #HEALTHY_FOOD , #KINDNESS , #COMPASSION ,
#ARE_HUMANS_ALTERING_ECOLOGICAL_BALANCE, #HUMAN_DIET_AND_ECOLOGY ,
#DAIRY_INDUSTRY_AND_AGGRESSIVE_MARKETING,
#AGGRESSIVE_MARKETING_CAMPAIGNS_PROPOGATING_FOOD_FADS,#PROTEIN ,
#ANIMAL_SOURCES_OF_PROTEIN,
#ARE_ANIMAL_SOURCES_OF_PROTEIN_HEALTHY_FOR_HUMANS , #FIBER_IN_DIET,
#PROTEIN_SOURCES_RICH_IN_FIBER ,#DOCUMENTARY, #DOCUMENTARY_REVIEW
my #earthlings #review
Tags: #VEGANISM, #VEGANS, #VEGAN ,#ARE_HUMANS_CARNIVORES ,
#FRUITARIAN, #VEGETARIAN, #OVOLACTOVEGETARIAN , #LACTOVEGETARIANISM ,
#BUDDHA , #BUDDISM , #ENVIRONMENTAL_VEGAN, #ETHICAL_VEGAN,
#HEALTH_BUFF_VEGAN ,#EARTHLINGS ,#DOCUMENTARIES_ON_VEGANISM, #HEALTH,
#DAIRY_FARM , #PLIGHT_OF_FARM_ANIMALS , #COWS , #PIGS ,#hens,
#ANIMAL_SLAUGHTER , #HEALTHY_FOOD , #KINDNESS , #COMPASSION ,
#ARE_HUMANS_ALTERING_ECOLOGICAL_BALANCE, #HUMAN_DIET_AND_ECOLOGY ,
#DAIRY_INDUSTRY_AND_AGGRESSIVE_MARKETING,
#AGGRESSIVE_MARKETING_CAMPAIGNS_PROPOGATING_FOOD_FADS,#PROTEIN ,
#ANIMAL_SOURCES_OF_PROTEIN,
#ARE_ANIMAL_SOURCES_OF_PROTEIN_HEALTHY_FOR_HUMANS , #FIBER_IN_DIET,
#PROTEIN_SOURCES_RICH_IN_FIBER ,#DOCUMENTARY, #DOCUMENTARY_REVIEW
Friday, January 31, 2014
Monday, January 27, 2014
journal-twilight monkeys
Just at twilight,right in those minutes when the sun started setting,
family of monkeys jumps onto the tree opposite my balcony and I grab
the camera the take quick pictures before the light fades
Tags: #tropical_countries, #monkeys, #photography, #twilight , #apes ,
#tree , #journal
family of monkeys jumps onto the tree opposite my balcony and I grab
the camera the take quick pictures before the light fades
Tags: #tropical_countries, #monkeys, #photography, #twilight , #apes ,
#tree , #journal
unfair sacrifices
Expecting someone to make enormous amounts of unfair sacrifices while
you claim to love them is a form of abuse,,a very self centered
selfish kind of "love"
Tags: #love, #selfish , #sacrifice , #self_centered , #chauvinism ,
#chauvinistic_thoughtless_entitlement
you claim to love them is a form of abuse,,a very self centered
selfish kind of "love"
Tags: #love, #selfish , #sacrifice , #self_centered , #chauvinism ,
#chauvinistic_thoughtless_entitlement
journal-10,4,3,2
Jan 21st,we talked for four hours,I cried three times and Puked two times..
I puked because I ate ROTTEN RICE..coz I am a food_poisoning_bravado...
and I cried coz ,complicated stress causes congregated in tears
and we talked,coz,we were hungry for each other .
and then,that night,I imagined making love to him ten times..and each
time I had an orgasm
games of the mind I say!
tags: #mr_purple, #old_love, #youngin_love,
#love,#friends,#old_friends,#orgasms,#masturbation,#crying,#puking,#complicated,#stress
I puked because I ate ROTTEN RICE..coz I am a food_poisoning_bravado...
and I cried coz ,complicated stress causes congregated in tears
and we talked,coz,we were hungry for each other .
and then,that night,I imagined making love to him ten times..and each
time I had an orgasm
games of the mind I say!
tags: #mr_purple, #old_love, #youngin_love,
#love,#friends,#old_friends,#orgasms,#masturbation,#crying,#puking,#complicated,#stress
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