EMERSON QUOTE-REFLEX FULFIL

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

You may fulfil your round of duties by clearing yourself in the
direct, or in the reflex way.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #REFLEX

EMERSON QUOTE-SENSIBILITY SAVE

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

Yes, but I cannot sell my liberty and my power, to save their sensibility.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #SAVE

EMERSON QUOTE- BREAK AVERSION

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

I must be myself. I cannot break myself any longer for you, or you. If
you can love me for what I am, we shall be the happier. If you cannot,
I will still seek to deserve that you should. I will not hide my
tastes or aversions


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #aversion

EMERSON QUOTE-BLOOD HEARTH

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

Why should we assume the faults of our friend, or wife, or father, or
child, because they sit around our hearth, or are said to have the
same blood? All men have my blood, and I have all men's.


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #HEARTH
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MY POSTNOTE
again, i am constantly irritated by the use of male pronouns in
emerson's essay, line after line, where the WHOLE HUMANITY is
represented NOT BY A GENDER NEUTRAL PRONOUN but by a MALE PRONOUN...
apparently, emerson here doesnt' care to comment on the blood of WOMEN
, but apparently only wants to talk about men and their blood? WHY?
isn't women's blood more important or as important as the blood of
men? isn't the BARR BODY found only in female human blood more
important?is female oval mitochondrion not as important too?

EMERSON QUOTE-SILENT CHURCH

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

We must go alone. I like the silent church before the service begins,
better than any preaching.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #SILENT

EMERSON QUOTE-SELF SUFFICING

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

The genesis and maturation of a planet, its poise and orbit, the
bended tree recovering itself from the strong wind, the vital
resources of every animal and vegetable, are demonstrations of the
self-sufficing, and therefore self-relying soul.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #SELF SUFFICING

EMERSON QUOTE-NATURE SUFFER

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

Power is in nature the essential measure of right. Nature suffers
nothing to remain in her kingdoms which cannot help itself.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #NATURE

EMERSON QUOTE-REAL CONTAIN

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

All things real are so by so much virtue as they contain.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #CONTAIN

EMERSON QUOTE-UPRIGHT

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Man is timid and apologetic; he is no longer upright; he dares not
say 'I think,' 'I am,'

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #UPRIGHT

EMERSON QUOTE-physiological colors

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
The centuries are conspirators against the sanity and authority of
the soul. Time and space are but physiological colors which the eye
makes, but the soul is light; where it is, is day; where it was, is
night;

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #conspirators

EMERSON QUOTE-RIPENED BEING

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Is the parent better than the child into whom he has cast his ripened being?

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #RIPE
------------------------------------------------
MY POSTNOTE to this quote!!!
my question as a blogger here is , WHY IS THE PARENT, BEING
REPRESENTED BY A MALE PRONOUN? why don't we have GENDER NEUTRAL
PRONOUNS, WHEN CLEARLY, PARENT COULD EITHER BE A SHE OR HE!!!!

EMERSON QUOTE-THOUGHTLESS CONTRADICT

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Thoughtless people contradict as readily the statement of perceptions
as of opinions, or rather much more readily; for, they do not
distinguish between perception and notion.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #CONTRADICT

EMERSON QUOTE-INVOLUNTARY PERCEPTION

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

Every man discriminates between the voluntary acts of his mind, and
his involuntary perceptions, and knows that to his involuntary
perceptions a perfect faith is due

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #FAITH

EMERSON QUOTE-LAP RECIEVERS

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

We lie in the lap of immense intelligence, which makes us receivers of
its truth and organs of its activity

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #lap

EMERSON QUOTE-FOUNTAIN

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Here is the fountain of action and of thought.


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #FOUNTAIN

EMERSON QUOTE-SHARE CAUSE

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
We first share the life by which things exist, and afterwards see them
as appearances in nature, and forget that we have shared their cause


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #SHARE

EMERSON QUOTE-JOYFUL LOYALTY

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
The joyful loyalty with which men have everywhere suffered the king,


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #SUFFER

EMERSON QUOTE-SQUALID CONTENTMENT

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Let us affront and reprimand the smooth mediocrity and squalid
contentment of the times,

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #MEDIOCRITY

EMERSON QUOTE-EPHEMERIS

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

.Honor is venerable to us because it is no ephemeris. It is always
ancient virtue. We worship it to-day because it is not of to-day

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #HONOR

EMERSON QUOTE-SCORN EYES

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Greatness appeals to the future. If I can be firm enough to-day to do
right, and scorn eyes, I must have done so much right before as to
defend me now.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #APPEAL

EMERSON QUOTE-SINGLY

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Act singly, and what you have already done singly will justify you now.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #ACT

EMERSON QUOTE-GENUINE EXPLANATION

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Your genuine action will explain itself, and will explain your other
genuine actions. Your conformity explains nothing.


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #GENUINE

EMERSON QUOTE-MISUNDERSTOOD

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Pythagoras was misunderstood, and Socrates, and Jesus, and Luther, and
Copernicus, and Galileo, and Newton, and every pure and wise spirit
that ever took flesh. To be great is to be misunderstood.


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #MISUNDERSTOOD

EMERSON QUOTE-MEMORY CORPSE

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

Why drag about this corpse of your memory, lest you contradict
somewhat you have stated in this or that public place? Suppose you
should contradict yourself; what then?


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #DRAG

EMERSON QUOTE-REVERENCE ORBIT

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

a reverence for our past act or word, because the eyes of others have
no other data for computing our orbit than our past acts, and we are
loath to disappoint them.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #ORBIT

EMERSON QUOTE-SOUR SWEET

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
but the sour faces of the multitude, like their sweet faces, have no
deep cause, but are put on and off as the wind blows and a newspaper
directs



UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #NEWSPAPER

EMERSON QUOTE-NONCONFORMITY WHIP

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

For nonconformity the world whips you with its displeasure


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #WHIP

EMERSON QUOTE-COMPANY SMILE

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

the forced smile which we put on in company where we do not feel at
ease in answer to conversation which does not interest us.
.


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #FORCED

EMERSON QUOTE-PRAISE FACE

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

I mean "the foolish face of praise,"
.


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #PRAISE

EMERSON QUOTE-PRISON EQUIP

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

Meantime nature is not slow to equip us in the prison-uniform of the
party to which we adhere.
.


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #EQUIP

EMERSON QUOTE-EVERY

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

Their every truth is not quite true.


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #EVERY

EMERSON QUOTE-LIE AUTHOR

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

This conformity makes them not false in a few particulars, authors of
a few lies, but false in all particulars.


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #LIE

EMERSON QUOTE-REINFORCE

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Do your work, and you shall reinforce yourself.


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #REINFORCE

EMERSON QUOTE-ARDUOUS

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
This rule, equally arduous in actual and in intellectual life, may
serve for the whole distinction between greatness and meanness.


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #ARDUOUS

EMERSON QUOTE-CONCERN

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

What I must do is all that concerns me, not what the people think

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #CONCERN

EMERSON QUOTE-LIFE SPECTACLE

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
My life is for itself and not for a spectacle. I much prefer that it
should be of a lower strain, so it be genuine and equal, than that it
should be glittering and unsteady.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #SPECTACLE

EMERSON QUOTE-PENANCE

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Their virtues are penances. .
UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #PENANCE

EMERSON QUOTE-EXTENUATION

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Their works are done as an apology or extenuation of their living in the world

.
UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #EXTENUATION

EMERSON QUOTE-VIRTUE EXCEPTION

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

Virtues are, in the popular estimate, rather the exception than the rule.
UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #VIRTUE

EMERSON QUOTE-BOUGHT AND SOLD

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
There is a class of persons to whom by all spiritual affinity I am
bought and sold; for them I will go to prison, if need be;

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #SPIRITUAL_AFFINITY

EMERSON QUOTE-GENIUS CALL

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
I shun father and mother and wife and brother, when my genius calls me.


UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #SHUN

EMERSON QUOTE-GOOD EDGE

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

Your goodness must have some edge to it, — else it is none.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #EDGE

EMERSON QUOTE-HANDSOME AFFECTATION

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE

but truth is handsomer than the affectation of love.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #HANDSOME

EMERSON QUOTE-RUDE TRUTH

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
I ought to go upright and vital, and speak the rude truth in all ways.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #RUDE

EMERSON QUOTE-TRANSFERABLE GOOD

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Good and bad are but names very readily transferable to that or this;
the only right is what is after my constitution, the only wrong what
is against it.
UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #TRANSFER

EMERSON QUOTE-SACRED LAW

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
No law can be sacred to me but that of my nature.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #LAW

EMERSON QUOTE-CONFORMITY AVERSION

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
The virtue in most request is conformity. Self-reliance is its
aversion. It loves not realities and creators, but names and customs.
UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #CONFORMITY

EMERSON QUOTE-JOINTSTOCK

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Society is a joint-stock company, in which the members agree, for the
better securing of his bread to each shareholder, to surrender the
liberty and culture of the eater.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #STOCK

EMERSON QUOTE-AFFECTION

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
whose affections must now enter into his account

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #AFFECTION

EMERSON QUOTE-JAIL CLAP

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
But the man is, as it were, clapped into jail by his consciousness.

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #JAIL

EMERSON QUOTE-EYE RAY

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Not for nothing one face, one character, one fact, makes much
impression on him, and another none. This sculpture in the memory is
not without preestablished harmony. The eye was placed where one ray
should fall, that it might testify of that particular ray.
UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #EYE

EMERSON QUOTE-UNIVERSAL CONVICTION

EMERSON QUOTE
QUOTE
Speak your latent conviction, and it shall be the universal sense; for
the inmost in due time becomes the outmost

UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #CONVICTION

Emerson QUOTE -personal genius!

QUOTE
To believe your own thought, to believe that what is true for you in
your private heart is true for all men, — that is genius.
UNQUOTE

#EMERSON #QUOTES #GENIUS

child warm

me:come here.kiss on forehead(my sweet child)
him:how demeaning.i am a grown man, why call me a child?
me:demeaning? I didn't mean it to me demeaning at all.it is just that
you warm up my heart like a child..
him:silence
(he usually goes silent when he gets too emotional or too angry or too
overwhelmed or too happy)

tags: #mr_purple, #ten_years_of_love

last twitter stream of each day!

I read various twitter streams in sequence.
I read the one most likely to possibly cause a stir FIRST and the
chronlogy then extends to the less likely to stir my head.and finally
i end my tweet reading session with MR.Rs twitter feed.
this is called the OVERLAY FACTOR..
i want the last thing i read each night before closing the laptop to
be a VERY PLEASANT AND INSPIRTING ONE and i read mr.Rs tweet stream!!!

COZ I AM SUPER CONFIDENT THAT IT IS GONNA JUST BE
DAMN INSPIRING,
S UPER QUIRKY,
POETIC,
SWEET
cute,
AND INFORMATIVE..

and very pleasant and honest and from the heart..

he will never ruin my mood with his tweets..
I KNOW THAT..
which is why,
his tweet stream is the last i read just before bed,
so that my sleep is all happy and dreamy..
reading mr.Rs tweets most nights before sleep since 2012..
THANKQ sir
BIG TIGHT HUGS

EXBOYFRIEND BIRTHDAYS

I am alarmed to learn that the birthday of mr.perfect boy is EXACTLY
the same day (decades apart) as that of mr.green.
FAINTS IN HORROR..
scary shit that.
good that i DON'T BELIEVE IN ZODIACS, or else, this is , just this
"common birthday" ,must SCARE ME AWAY FROM HIM.

#DATING, #man, #zodiac, #superstitions,
#how_unscientific_are_zodiac_predications,
#zodiac_predications_cash_in_on_our_inner_fears

QUOTE TIME-GOOD FOOD FARMERS

This is a quote from jason's blog entry
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2014/back-to-the-earth-the-home-game/
Back To The Earth, The Home Game.

QUOTE
The Average age of today's farmer is between 60 & 70. And they hope to
retire soon. We need 4-6 million new farmers just to replace them. And
we need good food farmers to make sure our future isn't fed from
factory farms, chemical fertilizers, and GMO seeds. YUCK.
UNQUOTE

The three Hs -jason quote

This is a quote from jason's blog entry
http://jasonmraz.com/journal/2014/back-to-the-earth-the-home-game/
Back To The Earth, The Home Game.

QUOTE
This is a story. It is a beautiful story. It is a story is about you
and me. And how we gave up greed, corruption and ignorance. We
realized that HUManity, HUMility and HUMus all came "from the earth."
And so, we kneeled and kissed the ground. And the earth spoke to us.
And here is what she said: Be a Farmer. Grow food. Build community.
Save the planet. #beafarmer #growfood #kisstheground #thesoilstory
UNQUOTE

2003 mornings

in 2003, i spent some of the most beautiful mornings ever,in my
apartment.I want those silent, sweet, bright,cool midmornings back.I
want 2003 happiness back!

Buying friendships

people who try to or need to try to BUY friendships or buy their
friends are the desperate of the lot , aren't they? buying love with
gifts and sucking up!

Are girls groceries?

phrases like 'PICKING up girls" essentially imply that woman are
objects that get picked up, who don't get to pick back,
They are just passive grocery store things waiting to be picked up from shelves!

creep dating

I KNOW how it feels to date a creep, coz i have dated not one but two
creeps.and IT FEELS AWFUL AND FILLS YOU WITH ANGER.creepy assholes!

Cuacasoid chatter

sometimes i wonder if the local people want to talk to me coz they
somehow miraculously already KNOW that i am a very smart talented
interesting person OR do they just want to talk to a caucasoid looking
person who they assume is from AMERICA?

Daughter premonitions-blog browsing

As i browse through all the garden blogs, my four year old daughter
sits on my lap browsing along and gives commentary in her CUTEST lil
voice.awww. my sweetie!
#wishful_thinking, # babycrazy , #mothers_of_daughters

MY NEWEST LATEST TWITTER PAGE BANNER for @lecinQblog

I just clicked a picture of my arm and if you look close inside the
photo,you can notice how SHORT my hair is !
THIS PHOTO IS DATED august 2014, as latest as it can ever get.and this
is the photo I propose to upload as my @lecinqblog banner.

numbly dreaming

i am just NUMB right now..
and I hope i continue to stay numb
till a point where i have achieved what i dreamed of for myself in my career..
COZ, this is important,
this dream is important
and it has long been coming..

sugarcoated

that is what you are giving me, you are giving me a sugarcoated lie

tear jerker shit

can't take it anymore,
I can't take your life's shit anymore.
Can't deal with it anymore.
Too many tears for three months already.
ENOUGH!

WATERCOLOR revelations from gurus

CURRENTLY reading interviews by various watercolor artists
and wow,
WHAT A REVELATION...
SO MUCH information and very valuable too.

why did i take so long to get arounmd to reading this articles???
anways,better late than ever!

incompetent dentists and pretty doctor patients

when the female dentist is more busy asking you questions about where
you buy your clothes and how thick your hair is, SHE FAILS as a
medical care provider too.

when the male dentist is more busy rejoicing at the fact that he can
get so close to your pretty face, he fails as a medical care provider
instantly at that moment too.

abuse passover

you are hurting other people that care about you,
in the process of being loving to a person you love
but someone who has abused you for seven years

STRESS TRIGGERS AND EMOTIONAL TRIGGERS

small town small town

I like small town boys coz i am a small town girl
and now all of us small town boys and girls are ruling the big towns
and cities like we own them.

sweating it

how can you say that?
how can you say "kiss me"
and then sweat when i ask you to say "I love you"
how can you?++

greed drain

my mind and heart are empty,
I have nothing to give him anymore.
I am drained a
nd he doesn't even know he drained it with his greed

internalize

we have come to a point in our relationship
where we have started talking like each other,
we are internalizing each other now
and that is kinda sweet and cute in some way

nothing

you are nothing without me and you know that

downsize

i just realized that in the past three months i have suddenly
DOWNSIZED MY DREAMS to accomodate a loved ones selfish jackasshood

shit smear

they come from shit
and they are shit,
if you bring shit near your face
and smear it all over you,
you will soon smell of shit too

fraud partners

you are always lying,
you are just as deceptive as her a
nd which is why you weirdly respect and care for her,
coz it feels liketo care for a fellow fraud
and that inturn makes you feel better about you yourself being a fraud

patronizing pity

pity sex is never good, pity is a patronizing emotion and pity is
different from kindness but sometimes they is a blurred line there.

give take

the problem right now is YOU ARE FAST BECOMING USED TO me giving and
giving without you giving anything back to a point where you think you
are doing me a favor by taking what i am giving out to you so
generously

titbits

it is either exclusive or it is NOTHING, i don't go around giving
titbits and pretend it is not something it actually is...i want pure,
i want whole!

hurt window

you opened up the slight window and that hurts even more now!

the glimpse

i can't share.sorry!
but yeah, this is just plain sad,
the glimpse of what could have been between us
and THE KNOWLEDGE of what happened with you that opened up this glimpse,
I COULD HAVE VERY WELL done without the glimpse ,
coz ,by now , i was already resigned to the fact that it was not gonna
happen between us.

jizz

a jizz receptacle?
.and words like "jizz" .
is semen such a bad sounding word or more obscene than jizz?

fantasy throwup

I am okay with fantasizing about mr purple against the backdrop of us
having these occasional talks where i know he is crazy about me and
wants me now,
but, then,
the whole thought of me actually NEEDING TO FULLY COMMIT TO HIM AND
MARRY him makes me want to throw up in anxiety somehow..

FANTASIES WITH HIM ARE WORKING but i DON'T WANT TO REALLY REALLY GET
DOWN AND DIRTY WITH HIM..
.hmmmm.
he is NOT making me feel free like mr pink does..

I DON'T WANT TO FEEL PRESSURE WHEN I AM TRYING TO EXPERIENCE SOMEONE'S
SOUL AND BODY...
you have to let me be , let me feel free, with no pressure to say yes
to anything in the future..
I WANT TO KNOW IF I TRULY FEEL FREE WITH YOU ...

i feel so much pressure with mr.purple, LIKE HE WANTS TO OWN ME AND
IMPRISON ME and that scares me a lot...
I DON'T TRUST PEOPLE who feel the need to imprison other people..
says to me THEY ARE HIDING SOME MONSTROSITY THAT THEY ARE READY TO
UNLEASH once they get me good and then I AM STUCK WITH THEM...

boston babe

I am one of those idiots who actually reads a book about boston and
then will kiss that book coz she misses boston so much..
I don't know why i do that...
BOSTON EVOKES immense nostalgia in me..immense desire to go back there
and live there forever...
take the T, WALK THE GARDEN, enjoy the waterfront...
just live there eternally ..
.I AM A TRUE BOSTON BABE THAT WAY

never mine

i need to break up with him right now.
i KNOW I WILL MISS HIM a lifetime after this breakup and
I know there will be a VOID in my soul if i break up with him and let him go.
.but I OWE THIS TO MYSELF.
i have learned to live without him for ten years, so be it for a lifetime..
HE IS NOT MINE, never was meant to be(tears up slightly)

punchy acquaintance

when you utter the word acquaintance each time, all i want to do is
punch you in the face, and then run away, hide under the table and
cry!

tear leading

I AM CONSTANTLY preventing myself from getting TOO CARRIED AWAY with
you.coz this will lead to a lot of tears later if i let you have me
now.
I CAN'T, I SHOULDN'T

HEARTACHE MR.U

there is too much heartache involved with the mr.u association.
IT IS ALMOST LIKE you go through the bumps along with him while he
goes through his motions and THAT IS A VERY DRAINING TIRING
EXPERIENCE.

by 2008, I was so tired of him that by the time I FINALLY FOUND
MR.PINK in aug 2008,

BY OCT 2008, I HAD TO WRITE A happy "dumping email" to mr.u...
THAT IS HOW RELIEVED I WAS TO LET HIM GO .hmmmmm..sigh

20 yr old picnics

I want to leave you alone for six months and see how this thing with
this twenty year old plays out,coz you see ,you went on a picnic with
her amidst and inspite of all the shit you were in and you are in..

The net result of sorry

maybe,all i am trying to do right now is MAKE YOU FEEL sorry that you
didn't choose me back then
and that is such a NON productive exercise for me to indulge in.
NET RESULT? ZERO,atleast for me.

march to march

this march yet again, I NEED TO STAND BACK AND WATCH..
i need to stand back and watch for a year to see how this plays out in
your life WHEN I AM GONE..
then you choose whom you really want
and then you choose what your mind deeply wants ..
I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS EQUATION FOR ATLEAST A YEAR OR MORE..

and if after a year I DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING TO YOU, i must not EVER
EMAIL YOU.....

i NEED TO TAKE CARE OF ME TOO..i must come first to me

march watching

each march,all i am doing is "standing back and watching"
and each year it a new man i watch give me a lot of inconsiderate
insensitive heartache..
why oh why

acquaii what?

i keep telling you i want "exclusivity"
and you keep saying, "yeah sure"
and then you go on day long outings with "pretty female acquaitances"
i smell trouble

i should not be needing to ask for exclusivity,
your mind should be so in love that it wants to be exclusive..
but you are just this dog sniffing after tail
that is not love
this is not love

advantage

I am taking advantage of you, don't you understand?

french menus

SOMETIMES i just like reading things aloud off of french menu
booklets..I LIKE HEARING MYSELF SPEAK IN FRENCH...:)))

angry q

coz, I realized that the answers to the questions i would ask him
would only make me HATE HIM and dislike him and make me so angry.